Long Time No Seen (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 46: Let's Talk Shall We

MELANI'S POV*

I stayed in my room all day. I couldn't bear to see Justin. I wasn't mad, no, I was DEVASTED. I miss him, I want him. But I can't be with him. He lies way too much. There was a knock on my door, and I viciously swipe away my tears. Me: "Who is it?" I croaked out. "Um, it's me.." I trudge to the door and slowly open the door. I immediately fling my arms around her. Me: "I missed you SO much." Becca: "I know, Mels.." We walk into my room and sit on my bed. It was quiet, but words weren't needed. She knew what was going on. Becca: "I talked to him earlier.." She whispers. Me: "What'd he say?" I stare at JustyBear and the picture. Becca: "He's crying nonstop Mels. I could barely understand him. I've never seen him cry this much. Ever. He's looking through your guys's photos, playing your songs, hell, he's watching videos of you two." I sigh. Me: "He lied..." Becca: "I know, hun.. But don't blame him. I told him not to tell you 'cause I thought you hated JustyBear. I'm sorry." Me: "It's fine.. I'm over that. I'm only sad because he keeps lying.." She frowns. Becca: "More lies?" Me: "He told me about leaving early.." I whispered. She nods slowly. Becca: "Be right back." I nod and she goes outside. I lay down and think about our old times. The happy ones. Where everything was about being free and having fun. But now there's drama, fights, and everything is just plain crappy. Which reminds me of school. Justin probably wouldn't keep his promise and find a new girl. My mind flashed back to the beach; where he said all those sweet things. I'm so confused. Do I love him, or hate him? I mean, I want to forgive him.. But why isn't my heart letting me? I sigh and close my eyes, letting the tears roll down my cheeks. Me: "I love you Justin." I say out loud.

*JUSTIN'S POV*

I sat in Alex's room, going through all of our stuff. Becca came in and locked the door. Me: "What are you doing?" Me: "Missing Melani." I sob. Becca: "Oh come on. Stop being such a girl. Go talk to her!" I look at her. Me: "She's mad at me." She rolls her eyes. Becca: "No she's not." Me: "Well then she's not gonna forgive me." Becca: "Why not? She loves you.." She sits on Alex's bed. Me: "Because there's one more lie that I haven't told her. And it's a huge one." I bite my lip, regretting everything that happened that night. Becca: "Why? What'd you do?" I shake my head. Me: "You'd kill me." She punches my arm. Becca: "What'd you do?" I take a deep breath. Me: "I..."

*MELANI'S POV*

I drag myself into the bathroom for a shower. Maybe that would wash my brain. When I got out of the shower, my mind was still full of things. There was a note on my bed, taped to a bouquet. It read "I'm Sorry" in beautiful calligraphy. I stare at it. Wait, what am I doing? Read it, Melani! I cautiously walk over to the bouquet like it was a bomb or something. I opened the card and it read "Hi Melani.. Um. Becca told me to write this since I'm too scared to talk to you in person. I mean, I'm not scared of you.. I'm just scared that I'll burst out crying and ruin your pretty clothes. :) Um... Well I don't really know what to write 'cause Becca forced me to. She's pissed. I'll just cut it short. Can you please meet me at the beach at 8 tonight? Please, I need to talk to you. In private. Um, I guess that's it.. I hope you come. :) -Justin <3" I bit my lip and thought about the possibilities of things he could say. "P.S. read the back of the card. :)" I flipped it over and saw a picture of him holding the tulips. "I'll love you 'till the last flower dies.." I frown. Flowers can only last for so long. So, the moment the last tulip dies, will be the last moment he'll say I love you. Greeeaaat. Should I go to the beach? Nah... But what if it's important...? Oh of course it's important. It's Justin! I look at the time 7:00. Whew. Still have time. I go throw on a tank top and shorts. I tie my hair in a side ponytail and now I'm all ready. I walk out and find Becca smirking. Becca: "So you're going, huh?" Me: "I want to see what he has to say." I protest. Becca: "Sure. You guys start "talking" then next thing you know, you're making out on the sand. Then he takes you back home and into your room and he starts undressi-" Me: "Shut up. I don't want to hear your details of what you THINK might happen." She rolls her eyes. Becca: "Yeah yeah whatever. But when it DOES happen, imma be saying 'I told you so!' all day long." Me: "Whatever. Where is he?" Becca: "He left an hour ago." I nod. Me: "Well bye." I start limping downstairs. Becca: "If you don't make it home, use protection!" She laughs. Me: "Shut up already!" Though I couldn't help but smile. Don't know why, but I did. It's not gonna happen, that was my promise to daddy. No sex until after marriage. Whether I knew he was the one or not. Anyway, I had to limp all the way to the beach since I couldn't drive yet. When I got there, my feet were killing me. I saw a dark figure in the distance, along with another smaller figure circling around him. I walk over to him with a confused expression. But when I edged closer, I saw that the smaller figure was a dog. He was laughing while the dog ran up to the water's edge but yipped when the water touched its feet. Aww. I quietly walk over behind him. Justin: "Hi Melani." He turns around and smiles. Me: "How'd you know it was me?" I struggle, trying to sit down on the sand. Justin: "I could feel when you're near." He grins, standing up and helping me sit down. He plops down next to me and the little dog runs up to him. Justin: "I'm really glad you came." He looks at me and smiles again. Me: "Well," I shrug. "I had nothing to do." Justin: "Well then I'm glad you had nothing to do." He chuckles while the dog licks his face. Justin: "Oh yeah. I forgot. This is Sammy. My dog." [P.s justin dog sammy died a few weeks ago] He grins. Me: "Oh cool. He's so cute." I hold out my hand and Sammy leaves Justin for me. I laugh when Justin makes a WTF face. Justin: "Sam!" Sam tilts his head at Justin innocently. Justin: "Oh don't play that on me. Come here." Sam hides in between my legs. Justin: "Psh. Whatever." I laugh. Justin: "Anyway, um, well I wanted you to come here to talk.." I nod, not meeting his eyes. Me: "And what is it you wanna talk about?" But I already knew. He wanted to talk about.. Justin: "Us." He whispers. I scratch Sam's ears. Me: "What about.. Us?" I'm asking all these stupid questions even though I already know the answer. Justin: "Are we.. You know, done with?" I look at him and his sparkling eyes are pleading. Me: "I don't know.." I whisper. He sighs loudly. Justin: "I don't wanna be..." Me: "I know." It was quiet except for the sound of the waves crashing the shore, and little whines coming from Sam. I feel a hot breath on my neck and turn to see Justin's face right in front of mine. Me: "Justin what are you-" He presses a finger to my lips, I look down at it. Justin: "Shh... Don't talk. Just kiss me." He whispers. [lmfaooooo] Me: "What?" Justin: "Kiss me." And it was like my lips had a mind of their own. [xD] I pressed my lips to his and he scoots closer, making the kiss deeper and more passionate. I wrap my arms around his neck as he gently pushes me over onto the sand. Well, part 1 of Becca's scenario is happening. And that's all that's gonna happen. Justin's tongue slowly moves into my mouth. I still get shocked everytime he does that. Sam comes and jumps onto Justin, causing him to pull back. Justin: "Damn, Sammy you messed, it up." He breaths in short breaths. He rolls over and lays next to me. Justin: "God, babe that was awesome." He called me babe. Are we still together? Justin: "Oh, uh, I'm sorry.. I forgot." I look at him. Me: "Forgot what?" Justin: "Um... We're not dating.. Right?" I sigh. Me: "No, we're dating." I smile and he returns the favor. I hope it doesn't get messed up again. It's probably, most likely gonna be MY fault 'cause I overreact too much. I was deep in thought about our relationship when I felt lips on mine. I snap back to reality and find Justin's face attached to mine with his eyes closed. He pulls back slowly. Justin: "Sorry.. You looked so cute when you were thinking." He grins shyly. He scoots closer to me and intertwines our fingers. Justin: "I love you Melani." He looks at me. Justin: "I wouldn't want anyone else to spend this moment with." I smile. Me: "I love you too." He brings me close to him and wraps his arms around me. Justin: "You're cold.." Me: "I'm fine." I smile. Though I was freaking freezing. Wearing a tank and shorts at 9:00 was not a good idea. Justin: "Yeah, you ARE fine." He winks. Justin: "But you need this." He gives me his purple jacket that I loved. It was full of his smell. Me: "But what about you? It's freezing." My eyebrows furrow as I look up at him. Justin: "Don't worry 'bout me. As long as I'm with you, I've got all the warmth in the world." He grins and kisses my forehead. I close my eyes while laying on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. Sam comes and snuggles up with us. Me: "Aww Sammy you're so cute." I laugh. He comes up and licks my face. Justin: "Hey hey hey. Sam, she's mine. Don't be tryna steal her away." He growls playfully and Sam growls back. I laugh. Justin: "Okay, okay. Sorry Sam. But I've won this fight. I always win. Always." He grins. Sam snuggles up to me. Me: "Aww..." Justin: "Hey! I'm cuter puppy." He pouts his lip and pulls the cutest puppy dog face I've ever seen. Me: "Aww. You're right. He's cuter. Sorry Sammy." I laugh. Justin: "Yeah so where's my prize?" Me: "Um... I don't know." I smile innocently. Justin: "Oh shut up." He laughs and pecks my lips. Justin: "I'm bored. Wanna count the stars?" He laughs. I remember the times when we were little, we tried counting the stars, but failed. Miserably. Me: "Yeah sure." We adjust ourselves into the position we laid in. I lay my head on his stomach. :P Justin: "Kay so which one to start with?" I point to one closest to the moon. Justin: "Of course. You always pick the one closest to the moon." He chuckles, which vibrates on my head. Me: "You know, I just realized that you're not as chubby as I remember." I laugh. Justin: "Yeah, well gotta stay in shape for the ladiez.." I frown. Justin: "Oh. NO! I meant, like, before we dated. Now I gotta keep in shape for you." Me: "Yeah, okay. Anyway, I thought we were gonna count the stars." Justin: "Right. Let's start. I start left, you start right." I nod. Me&Justin: "And... Go. 1, 2, 3, 4, uh 3, 54, 75." I start laughing. We could never count together. Justin: "You messed up!" He laughs. Me: "No! It was you! It's always you!" I laugh and poke his stomach. Justin: "Okay, okay. I take the blame. This time." He chuckles. It was quiet after that. I closed my eyes as my head levitates up and down with his stomach. It was actually quite relaxing. I was almost falling asleep. Justin: "Um, can I ask you something?" I look up at him. Me: "Yeah, sure." He bites his lip. Justin: "Did you really mean it when you said you hated me?" He stares at me with complete seriousness. I smiled a teeny tiny bit and sat up. Me: "Of course not. You know I say things I don't mean when I'm mad." I punch his arm weakly. Justin: "But.. You never called back, or even texted." Me: "I broke my phone." I blurt out. Justin: "Wow. Why?" Me: "Um, well I kinda threw it out the window." I laugh. Justin: "Same old Melly. Clumsy as always." Me: "Hey! It wasn't an accident. Well, it was.. But you made me throw it!" I smile. Justin: "Oh. Um, sorry 'bout that..." I shrug. Me: "It's okay. That's the past, this is-" "JUSTYBEAR!" My head snapped back at the sound of MY nickname. Mine. I saw a pretty brunette running down the beach with a huge smile on her face. I shot daggers towards Justin. The girl jumped onto Justin. Not literally, she flung her arms around his neck from behind. Girl: "I missed you so much, baby!" Baby. Okay, girl + MY nickname + calling him baby = Justin's dating her. Justin: "Um, h- hey Tiffany." He smiles. Tiffany: "Baby, I finally found you! I can't believe it!" Justin: "Yeah, you know, I'm kinda busy here. So can you-" She interrupts him with a kiss. And he smiles on her lips.. Oh that did it. I struggle to stand up, keeping as calm as I could. I taught myself to not jump to conclusions. Me: "Well, have fun.." I fake a smile and start limping back towards my house with Sam trailing behind me. Me: "C'mon Sammy. You wanna go to the park?" He whines. Me: "Oh alright.. We'll go home." He jumps up and puts his paws on my knees, whining. Me: "What is it boy? What's wrong?" I smile but tears trailed down my cheeks. He whines some more. Me: "Oh you want up. I get it." I force a laugh and scoop him up in my arms. We start walking back to my house, Sam was cradled in Justin's huge sweater. We got home at around 10:30, I'm a girl with a cast, so I walk slow. I saw Justin's car out in front so he got here before us. Oh goodie. I open the door and quietly walk in. I flick the lights on. Me: "Oh gosh!" I jump, and clutch my heart. Justin was sitting at the kitchen table with his head propped up on one elbow, half asleep, half awake. He jumps up. Justin: "Mels! Don't do that ever again! You scared the crap outta me. Someone could've kidnapped you!" He hugs me but I don't hug back. Me: "Well, there's no need to worry. I'm fine. Good night." I calmly turn and walk upstairs, still carrying Sam. Justin: "That's it? Only 'goodnight'? What about my kiss?" Me: "You already got one from Tiffany." I say, trying my hardest not to cry. He just made out with a different girl, and acts like it's nothing. Justin: "Mels, come on. Let's talk about this.." He follows me upstairs. Me: "I'm tired. Night." I close the door on him. I slowly slide down to the floor. Justin: "Melani, come on. Open the door. We need to talk.." Me: "About what?" I sob. Me: "Cause there's nothing to talk about. We're all good, right? You loved me, I love you." I emphasized the word "loved" Justin: "No Melani, there is no 'loved' I still love you, always have, never will stop." Me: "Then why did you kiss that girl?" My voice kinda whined, but it was filled with sadness. He sighs loudly. Justin: "Can I come in?" I stand up and wipe my tears before opening the door. He grabs my hand and takes me over to my bed. Justin: "Listen, Melani.. I love you." Me: "Just tell me, Justin. You always start your apologies with 'I love you'." He bites his lip and furrows his eyebrows. Justin: "Tiffany's my..."