I begin to wonder why
It doesn't take long to cry
My heart feels heavy yet empty
I have no passion left
Though once I had just plenty.
And every hour passes by
Oh, how hard I try.
I am crouched in a corner
I feel like a loner
I am a loner.
It's difficult to keep up with it all
When inside you feel so small.
When you're crumbling.
And my worst enemy is myself
But this, I can not help.
Because now it's a habit ;
Hiding from the havoc.
Excluded and lost
If only there were a cost.
Couple I pay myself out,
To get rid of these doubts?
I still feel cold
But maybe that's Autumn
I am always told ...
And that seasons do change
I try to include everyone except me
They don't realise and that's okay,
I'm used to being toyed and played.
My veneer tricks your perception
When you call me and I reply
Saying that I have bad reception.
Simply, I don't want to talk to you.
Because you'll go behind my back
Spread rumours like "she said this and that!"
I guess this makes me glad
(Quite the opposite of sad)
That one day my absence
Makes you realise I existed
And how I always persisted.
-T
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The End of a New Beginning
PoesiaIt's too late now. We just have to move on. The memory keeps appearing on my mind. I can't seem to forget it. It constantly makes me recall back to that very day. It was rather disturbing. I am desperate for answers.... Time passed as I waited pati...
