I self diagnosed myself for having anxiety,
I never really knew what it was.
Until recently when I discovered,
I've had this for several years.
Until today,
I never imagine it would be in me.
Life goes on,
There's no turning back.
I constantly made assumptions,
And went for the second option.
It's not what I expected,
But it needs to be accepted.
Always feeling a sense of worry,
And even my speech is slurry.
From the bottom of my heart,
I felt my life tearing apart.
I feel my hands trembling,
My face going bright red.
My mouth is mumbling,
All I could do was cry instead.
Those speak of the negative,
I'm terribly sensitive.
A recollection of memories,
I think I need some remedies.
Those were the symptoms,
Words could not speak of it.
The pain is too much to handle,
And it felt like a strangle.
In times of worry,
I call upon the jury.
It has been officially declared.
I self diagnose myself for having anxiety.
-C
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