The awful truth

The awful truth-chapter 29

My P.O.V

" yeah that's your son" I said in a slight whisper, I watched as Niall's eyes became glossy, and a tear that rolled down is cheek and fell to the ground. He looked me and then at the ground and then back at me. I slowly turned to walk out the door "w-w-wait" Niall spatted out. I stopped and turned back around Niall was now standing right in front of me. He reached out and touched my cheek, oh how much I loved his touch. "Niall I-I-I I have to go" I whispered trying not to cry, his hand still remained on my cheek I slowly reached my hand to his and set my hand on his, and left my hand there for a moment before grabbing his hand and took his hand off my cheek. " when can I see him?" Niall asked with another tear rolling down his face. " I don't know Niall" I said as a few tears rolled down my cheeks, Niall put his hand on my cheeks and wiped them away, " don't, cry love. Everything is okay" he said still crying a bit, I wiped his tears away, and kissed his cheek slightly, "bye Niall I have to go" my hand slid down his face before I went out the door and to the car and drove off to my flat. Once I got there I took Landon out from his car seat and carried Landon into the flat I closed the door and sat him down. " this is so weird isn't it?" I said to Landon not being used to the new flat. He ran around around looking, "Landon no no come here you need your dinner" I said. He came back over to me "ood?" "Yeah food" I sit him in his little chair and I break up his food into little pieces and give them to him. I sit down with him and eat my food as well. After dinner he played with a few toys before watching tv and falling asleep on the floor. I go get his bed ready and then pick him up and lay him in his bed. I go to bed as well but had a horrible time falling asleep because all I though of was Niall.

Niall's P.O.V

That night was a rough one, I couldn't think straight. That night I laid awake in bed thinking about Landon and Dakota. I just couldn't. That morning when I got up I had to know if the boys knew. I walked out from my room to where there boys were sitting on the couch "did you guys know I had a son?" I said trying to not get mad " Niall, none of us can lie to you, we just can't or at least I can't anymore. Yeah I've known about Landon" Harry said "why didn't you tell me about him?" " I knew about him 2 years ago. No I didn't know his name or anything but I knew she was having a baby boy. No I didn't tell you because she didn't want me too. I know it's not what we do but it's what i did because I knew she meant a lot to you and she didn't want me to because she was afraid you would leave the band she was afraid thing won't go back to the way they were before she was afraid of the fans she was afraid." Harry said " well what as there to be afraid of? I've held on to her for 2 years, and I've never known about Landon I've never known any of this. Just I don't know what she was so afraid of. Why?" I practically yelled. " calm down niall, we found out answers. She left because she knew you said you didn't want a child at that point, she tried hiding it, one point she thought you found out. She thought you seen she was pregnant and everything was up and she was staying here with you, but when you believe what she said and she knew she was going to get away from this and deal with it later. No she didn't expect it to be 2 years later but it is, this is your reality and you have to deal with it make it better. She still loves you, Landon loves you, she still cares. She cares so much she even made sure Landon knew who you were, she made sure he knew who we were" Louis said with a crack in his voice " do you know where she lives?" I asked "we do" Liam said. " can you take me there?" "Yeah"..

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