The awful truth

The awful truth- chapter 19

"And we got a little to close and" I paused for a moment and then continued " I'm pregnant with his baby" I said no more than what I already had to. "Your what?" Maura said "I'm pregnant with your sons baby" I said once again "you are have you told him?" Maura asked "no and that's the reason I'm here in Ireland. Please don't tell him." I said "why won't you tell him?" She asked " I won't tell him because I his career and he even told me he doesn't want kids right now" I said. " well will you ever tell him?" Maura asked "I'm not sure" I said. "So I'm gonna be a grand mum" she said "yes you are" I said. " well I can't wait! I won't tell anyone and i'll be sure to help you every step of the way" Maura said. "Okay thank you so much it means so much to me that you'd do something like this for a person you barley know" I said. "Well it's for the best for my son right now...isn't it?" She asked questioning if she doing the right thing by not tell her own son. "At this very moment yes. The boys are going to go on tour soon. Niall doesn't need to be distracted" I said. " well Dakota he doesn't need I be but are you sure that's what's best for the both of you?" "At the moment I'm sure of it. I'm not going to keep my baby from not knowing who his or hers daddy is. She or he will know them maybe not in person but they will know who their daddy is" I said "alright love I will keep it to myself" Maura said. "Okay. Thank you so much!" I said. "Your welcome" she replied. " well I better get going then" I said "okay, love just give me a ring if you need anything" Maura said as I got up and left. "Okay I will" I said as I closed the door behind me. I walked back over to the house and went to the guest room or for now my room. I looked at my phone. 4 missed calls,16 text messages and 3 missed FaceTime calls all from Niall. I looked through the texts, I had to say something back I could just ignore him. I text Niall: hey sorry babe my grand mum asked me to run something over to your mum and me and your mum just chatted for a while

Niall texts me: it's okay princess how's your grand mum?

I text Niall: okay I mean she's living.

Niall texts me: that's true.

I text Niall: yup.

Niall texts me: well princess I have to go, we're leavening for tour tonight it all starts in two days! We're just going to Australia first. And did you know that we're going to have our own movie

I text Niall: okay babe. No I didn't and that's amazing! Have fun.

I left my phone on the bed, and I went out to the kitchen and grabbed something to eat. After I was done I asked if my grand mum wanted anything. "No honey I'm good thank you though" she said "okay well I'm going to go lay down" I said "okay" is all I got before I went back into the bedroom and drifted asleep. When I woke I smelt the mouth watering food my grand mum always cooks for breakfast I get up out of bed and go to the kitchen to see my grand mum cooking breakfast. "Morning " she said "morning" I said grabbing a glass of orange juice. I set out in the lounge room and turn the tv on. I watched some tv "breakfast is done" my grand mum called from the kitchen. I got up and made my self a plate of food. We sat at the table and eat all our food. I went back to my room and laid on the bed. I just don't what to do. I got up and open my suit case I grabbed my laptop from it. I sat back on the bed opening my laptop. I logged into my YouTube account and looked at the comments to see what people has requested this time, it was marry me by train on of my favourite songs. I made the video and then uploaded it. I truly didn't care if Niall seen it i mean he didn't know about my YouTube account anyway. I started going through video of the boys and just making sure I'm seeing the boy I love so much.

*4 weeks later*

Niall and I still talk and text and Skype an FaceTime every day just like he promised. Every time we talk it always about how much he loves tour, or who much loves and misses me. I truly miss him, I miss his voice, his beautiful blue eyes, I miss the way he holds me, I miss the smell of his cologne when I wake up, I miss him.....

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