The awful truth

The awful truth-chapter 33

The awful truth-chapter 33

My P.O.V

I woke up seeing Landon still sleeping I quietly got up,grabbing my phone before walking out to the balcony. I set down in the chair and put me feet up in the chair next to me. I let my head rest in my left hand. I felt the cool breeze brush against my cheek as it blew. I could hear the cars down below honking, people yelling at each other from a distance on the street, and the soft sound of someone's radio playing. My phone light buzzed in my lap, causing my gaze to shift to my phone by the time I looked my phone had gone back to a black screen. I hit the button on my phone and it lit up, there was a text message from an unknown number. I unlocked my phone and then went to my messages. The text read:

I know you probably need more time to think and I probably shouldn't have been so forward with this all. I'm sorry for being so forward with this all. But everything I've said to you is how I feel and my love for you will never go away. I love you. From the start until now. I cannot hide my love for you, I never have and never will. I love you. I love Landon. I want both of you in my life, my life isn't complete with out you and now without Landon. I know this probably all to much, in such a little time to think. But when your ready to tell me your answer I will be understanding if you say no. And if yes I will be absolutely ecstatic about it! Love you and Landon!

P.S your mum gave me your phone number.

Love,

~Niall

The slightest smile appeared on my face. How could I say no to

someone as sweet as him? He was so sweet and the one I truly loved. I never did move on from Niall but at the same time I've moved on to where he hasn't. I jut didn't know what to do. I loved Niall more than anyone would have know. But at the same time I didn't love Niall the same way I did 2 years ago. It was a different kind of love for Niall. You know that feeling you get when you were a kid and you had the special toy and you loved it very much and never let anyone touch it and then when you had to leave and you couldn't take it with you, you were crushed, and then when you got it back you were so excited? That's how I feel about this situation, it's like I'm crushed because I felt Niall, but in a way I got him back and I'm so happy to have him back.

Niall's P.O.V

I love Dakota, I want her to be mine all over again. I just don't.....don't know if that's the way she feels. I love her. As I sit there in the hotel room and ponder about it all I start to think. Did she forget about us? Did she forget me? Did she? Does she still love me? Does she even like me anymore? What happens for Landon if she doesn't? I got angry at those thoughts I had to know, I had to know every little thing. She wasnt answer my text messages. So I got up and left the hotel room and got a taxi and went to her flat. I couldn't take this I had to know.

Liam's P.O.V

I was sharing a room with Niall. I was up and focusing on my computer when all of a sudden Niall's mood changed from this quiet, confused boy to this angry, pissed man. It's like there was the switch that went off. I was wondering if it was something Dakota had said back to Niall because he was looking at his phone. But I didn't know what was going on. I loved Niall and wanted the best for him, he was miserable with out Dakota, he needs her. But the bad thing was where ever he was going wasn't going to turn to good. He'd been drinking and was still drunk.

Niall's P.O.V

I finally got to her flat complex. I paid, got out and went up to her door. I knocked a bit louder and harder than I should have.

My P.O.V

I heard a knock at the door. I got up thinking if you walk Landon I'm going to kill you. Luckily I got to the door before the noise got to Landon. "What do you want?" I asked looking up to Niall. " did you ever forget about me? Did you even love me from the first day we started dating? Did you?" Niall yelled at me. " Niall calm. What the hell are you talking like that for? I never forgot about you how could I? Of coarse i loved you from the first time we started dating! What made you think I didn't? Niall are you drunk?" I said calmly back. " I'm not drunk!! Your lying to me! Stop lying to me, you little...." The last few words were a mumble but I still felt the sting of that one, to know he was actually considering calling me a little bitch. " Niall if your here to yell at me like a little fucker you can leave, Landon is trying to sle-" he cut me off " I'm not leaving until you answer me. Answer all my questions bi---" he never did call me a bitch but it still hurt. He was drunk and I could tell from his breathe. " Niall if you want to keep on insisting I'm lying to you, and keep wanting to call me a little bitch t-th-then y-y-y-o-o-o-u-u-u n-n-e-e-d to l-leave.........f-f-f-o-o-r-e-v-v-v-e-r-r" I said as tears begged to fall down.......

_______________________________