The awful truth

The awful truth-chapter 32

The awful truth-chapter 32

My P.O.V

I kissed him.Niall, the boy I ran from two years ago. I ran from him because of our son, our beautiful little boy who looks just like Niall. Landon's the reason I'm still in love with the boy I left two years ago. Landon was my only connection to Niall. And now here he his kissing me. Here he was asking me to go back out with him, what was I suppose to do? I took a step back pulling our lips apart. I looked at the ground I didn't know why I kissed him, why I did what I did. This doesn't change anything between us. I don't know if I should go back to Niall or not, I mean clearly I made it just fine without him I can still do it.

Niall's P.O.V

I watched as she pulled away and step back a bit, she didn't make eye contact she just looked down at the ground, I guess it was a good thing because she couldn't see the huge smile plastered all over my face. I take a step towards her, she notices but doesn't move. I reach my hand out and put my finger under her chin, bringing her gaze to be straight on me. "Dakota?" I asked quiet "yeah" she said back " I love you, I've loved you from the first day I laid eyes on you, from the first time I got to know you, from the first time I said I love you, from the first time I kissed you, from the first time you and I spent that night together and made Landon, from the first time you left and everyday after that for 2 years no matter how much that hurt me, or how many times I cried because I loved you so much but thought you've found better. I've loved from day one and if you don't love me the way I still love you, then I'll die lonely and loving you" I said looking straight into her beautiful hazel eyes.

My P.O.V

I listen to his beautiful words and I felt how much they meant to him but to me as well, those we're wonderful first with Niall and they were amazing times I had with him, but did I still love him like he loves me? " n-n-Niall I * I closed my eyes and paused a moment* I don't......" I couldn't finish my sentence I broke down in tears. I turned and quickly ran to the bathroom and locked it behind me. I slid down the bathroom door crying. What was I thinking? What was I doing? Why did I let Niall know that was Niall? Why did I ever tell any of the boys? Why was this such a big deal? Why did I ever come back to London? I had my head in my knees and my arms wrapped around my knees. I heard the boys yelling and knocking on the door asking if I was okay, and every time in never did answer. Until the one little voice I love and couldn't ever bare to hear him say again " mummy r u Tay?" I knew I had to get my strength back and get up and go tell my baby boy I'm okay. I slowly stood up, looking into the mirror wiping my eyes making the tears go away. I slowly turned and unlocked the door and opened the door, there stood my two year old son worried that his mummy wasn't okay because she wasn't saying anything, he was almost in tears. " baby Mummy's okay. Mummy just had to go to the bathroom" I said to Landon. " y int u nser ee doe?" He asked. " sorry baby mummy with answer next time" "otay" Landon said. " can you boys leave? I don't wanna sound rude for asking but I would like some time to think about everything and what I'm going to do. I just need time." I said " we can leave" Liam said. The boys said goodbye to Landon and I and then left. Leaving me once again alone with Landon. I sat on the couch, Landon climb up next to me and fell asleep. I soon falling asleep as well.

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