The awful truth

The awful truth-chapter 35

The awful truth-chapter 35

Harry's P.O.V

The boys and I went over to dakota's flat. Despite me being very tired from all the shows we've been doing I and the others thought it was a good idea to go and see what happened and maybe mend what had happened. We all hate seeing Niall this way, we can't stand seeing him so upset and broken. We got to Dakotas Liam knocked. " I'll be there in a second...hold on" Dakotas voice called. In a couples seconds the door opened, we were greeted by the little spitting image of Niall. " ooois!" Landon yelled running to Louis. He scooped him up in his arms, just as Dakota appeared in the door way. " hi boys" she said with a sweet smile, I was so confused though, her eyes were all red and puffy as if she been crying but she seemed so happy. I was so confused how can someone be hurt and then be so happy? She smile again, " come in" she said. We walked in and set down on the couch. " what you boys up to today?" Dakota asked. " we have a show tonight" zayn said. " sounds like a blast!" She said "yeah,it is. But best part we get a day off tomorrow" Liam added " sad part after our day off we leave London for a whole month" I add. " well that good and sounds relaxing, and that's sad, what am I suppose to do for a whole month?" She jokes. " come with us" Louis said. " that's funny Lou, I will not go with you guys. Not even if you could keep Niall away from me, and not talking to me." " I thought it was just fine between you two" I said. " no he came over to try and talk to me, but he was like drunk or something and he keep insisting on calling me a bitch" she said " he was drunk" Liam said " so that's why he's upset" Liam continued " well he should be" She said hastily. " I know, he shouldn't have said that or attempted to. But he's upset because he loves you, and he's just lost you. And that's not all he loves and lost its Landon as well" Liam said.

My P.O.V

" I realise nobodies perfect and we all make mistakes" i stopped for a second questioning if i should go on or not, realising I should let the boys know how i really feel was the best thing to do so i continued "and maybe I over exaggerated with telling him I never want him in my life again, and maybe he made a mistake by almost calling me a bitch. But if you haven't realised were just two normal people who makes mistakes and loves each other. You will never truly understand how much Niall means to me. I've thought about him from the day I left until this very day, and Landon makes it impossible to forget Niall. Liam,louis,Harry,zayn, Niall is my everything and I know he loves me so much more. But I'm here to tell you this: after all of the years,tears and the laughter, why is he still in love with me? It's been two years, plenty of other people in this world why didn't he find someone better than I? There's so many beautiful girls out there, that are so much more than I am and have so much more to give to Niall, yet he's still in love with me. And that is? There's these questions, unanswered, there's these things I'll just never know. But one thing I want to feel again is Niall's love, not the love that's from a distance. I want to be his again....." I trailed off not wanting to go on thinking that maybe the boys would just understand already. " he wants you to be his again" Harry said " I know, and I..." I looked away from the boys, there was a silence for awhile. No one spoke from what seemed like hours. Finally I couldn't take it " I...I...I'm scared...............okay?.." I said not looking at the boys. " scared of what?" Harry asked " Fans, I've seen what they do to the other girlfriends, the world and what they think of me, if things work out between Niall and I how long with this last before this happens again...and I lose him again. I...I don't want to" "Can we make things right between you and Niall?" Liam asked so angelic " how?" I asked " tomorrow, the boys and I will turn the park into a star filled evening" Harry said " well sure, but if this doesn't work?" I asked " oh it'll work" Zayn said confidentially. " and if it works?" I asked " come on tour with us!" Louis stated getting a but too excited already. " Louis, but a tour bus and many hotels isn't a place to raise a 2 year old" I said " well do you wanna go or not? If things work out?" Louis said..

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