Fault 2 // Denis Stoff

F o u r t e e n

The last few weeks with Matty have been the best.

Since I was fucking forced to quit my job, I got to spend more time with him.

I knew I was gonna miss him. He was my whole world for two years. Matty was and still is all I care about, how is my little baby going to cope without me for two whole months?

The allowance I got every month was beyond great, I just wish Denis never came back into my life. None of this would've happened. I warned him.

I currently have to leave for tour with Denis in two days. The fake relationship has been killing me.

Can you imagine being forced to go out with the person you hate the most? Having to post pictures on Instagram pretending to be madly in love again? I had to upload one yesterday, with my legs resting on Denis. I hate this. I hate having to pretend things were how they used to be when they were clearly not.

It is hell.

At least I get Sunday's off. Yep, you read that right. I have just one day away from Denis Stoff.

All though this may benefit Matty, it does not benefit me in anyway. I'm only doing this so Denis doesn't get fired.

Why do I even care if he does?

I'm dreading having to actually live with him on tour. I don't think I'm gonna stick it out, well, that is my plan. Do it for around a month and then leave. It's so unnecessary.

I matter too, it's not all about Denis. I have consequences and a life, which I don't want to spend acting like Denis and I are together. The worst thing is, I can't even tell anyone (not even my parents) that the relationship is fake.

They're so disappointed in me and it kills me to think that they believe I'm blindly in love with that asshole.

They even think I quit my job just to tour with him.

I think what my mom hates the most is that Matty had to be left behind.

She doesn't even know how much of a struggle I put up to try bring him with me, but management weren't having it.

I might only be doing this for the money. It's much more than what I made monthly at that hell hole, I can add it into my savings along with the money I already made. I can save up for Mattys college and have money for myself.

"Matty!" I giggled, "Stop biting the TV stand!"

He was currently teething, meaning he was getting more teeth. He already has his two front and bottom ones.

"I hurt mommy!" He whines, pointing to his gums.

"Awh baby." I pouted, reaching my arms out as he crawled over to me.

"It'll go away I promise." I smiled, sitting him on my lap as he watched bobs burgers.

Yes, he is infatuated with that show. Don't even ask me how, I think Denis had him watching it when he was minding him last week.

I then fed him his dinner and gave him a bath, getting him ready for bed as it was 7:15.

"Want mommy to read you a book?" I smiled, he was all wrapped up in bed, with his favourite stuffed animals.

He nodded quickly. Anything to distract him from that god damn pacifier.

I began reading him some book about a bear, and how he wanted to be friends with everyone in the kingdom or some shit like that.

After a couple pages, Matty dozed off.

I smiled sadly, not being able to register the fact I have to leave him in two days.

I honestly don't want to, at all.

I kissed his little cheek before leaving his room, leaving the door open slightly.

Chill time was what I always looked forward to when Matty went to bed. I would shower, probably have a glass of wine and watch tv.

I was full swing into my routine when there was a knock on the door.

Why does this always happen?

I answered it to reveal, oh yes. You guessed it.

Denis.

"What now?" I asked. "Denis I'm really exhausted and it's Sunday, you're supposed to leave me alone for this one night."

"I know- sorry. I just wanted to let you know the plans for tomorrow."

"You could of texted me" I sighed.

"I tried- you wouldn't answer."

"Oh. I was putting Matty to bed."

He nodded, "aren't you gonna let me in?"

I sighed, I've learned to bite my tongue and not abuse him with words.

I let him in and closed the door. He sat on the couch as I stood there, waiting for him to say something.

"Well, Paul wants us to take Matty for a walk at 11:00am, then we have to post a picture of the three of us at 12:00. After all that, we have to pack." He said.

I nodded. Paul was the main manager. I hated him.

The 'list of chores' were always so stupid.

"Ok. Well, you can go now." I stated, not caring if I sounded rude.

"See you tomorrow, girlfriend." He smirked.

I rolled my eyes. "Goodbye Denis."

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I update way too much for one day omg sorry

THIS WAS JUST A FILLER CHAPTER SORRY IF IT WAS BORING AF