Chapter 16

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I never wanted to leave my room again,so I planned on never coming out.I sat in my room for days and wrote music and finished a few more songs.Right now I was strumming the cords to one of the songs while I sang it.

"I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you"

Soon,the door opened and Luke was standing in the doorway.He looked hurt when he saw me like this,but he pulled me into a hug as I quietly cried.

"It'll be okay Jewels,"Luke cooed.

"No it won't,my father died and I only have Cal now,"I cried.Luke didn't say anything,he just stroked my hair to try and sooth me.

"Luke,Jewels,Ash has some huge news,"Cal yelled as we walked downstairs and sat on the couch.

"I just got a call and we've been asked to open for One Direction on their tour,"Ash said.

"Oh my god,are you serious,this is huge,"Luke yelled.

"What about me,"I asked.

"I'll see if we can bring you along,"Cal said as he pulled his phone out and walked to the kitchen.After a few minutes,Cal walked back out and looked pretty upset.

"I'll sorry Jewels,but they said you couldn't come,they wouldn't give me a reason why,"Cal said as I broke into tears.

"So first I lose dad and now I'm losing you,"I shouted.

"This is huge for us,why can't you be happy,"Cal yelled.

"Because I'm losing the rest of my family that I actually like and my friends,"I yelled.

"But there's nothing we can do Jewels,we're not aloud to bring you and we can't pass up this opportunity because this could be our big break,"Cal snapped.

"I know,but I don't want to lose the rest of my family and friends,"I snapped back.

"We have a few weeks before we have to leave,why don't we hang out as much as possible,"Luke suggested.

"That would be nice,"I said as I wiped away my tears.

"I'm honestly happy for you guys and I just know that everyone will love you,"I said as they came in for a group hug.

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