A Few Weeks Later
I've been hardly coming out of my room and cutting a lot more.Everyday is another day closer I get to just saying fuck it.Right now,I'm looking over the song I just finished and it might be my last.Someone keeps knocking on my door and it's starting to irritate me,so I got up and answered it.
"Why have you been isolating yourself again,"Cal asked as he barged into my room.
"Because I just want to be alone,"I said.
"It's just not like you,"he said.
"I've just been making some changes on my life lately,I think they're for the better,"I said sadly.
"What is isolating yourself going to do good for,"he said.So I won't get hurt by anyone.
"So I can focus on writing,"I said.
"Well why haven't you been eating.I leave food outside your door,but you never take it,"he said.
"I usually sneak out my window and go get food,"I lied.All I've done is go out to the store a few times and grab a few boxes of granola bars.
"Oh,okay,well have you got a song finished yet,"he asked.
"Yeah,"I said.It's the last song I'll be writing,so you can have it and the other songs I wrote since I won't have any need for them.
"Can I hear it,"he asked excitedly.
"Yeah sure,why not,"I said as he called for everyone as I grabbed my guitar.
"Okay,so this one one is a bit depressing because I wanted a song for all the fans that feel like giving up,"I said as I started the intro.(Not the actual song,I just really like 5sos' cover of it.I've been really addicted to it lately.)Arzaylea wasn't around I'm guessing because Luke wasn't down here and she never leaves his side if she's here.
"What doesn't kill you
Makes you wish you were dead
I've got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper
And I can't take one more moment of this silence
The loneliness is haunting me
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up
It comes in waves I close my eyes
Hold my breathe and let it bury me
I'm not okay and it's not alright
Won't you drain the lake and bring me home
Who's will fix me now
Dive in when I'm down
Save me from myself
Don't let me drown
Who will make me fight
Drag me out alive
Save me from myself
Don't let me drown
What doesn't kill you
Leaves you broken instead
I've got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper
And I can't take one more moment of this silence
The loneliness is haunting me
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up
I'm not okay and it's not alright
Won't you drain the lake and bring me home again
Who will fix me now
Dive in when I'm down
Save me from myself
Don't let me drown
Who will make me fight
Drag me out alive
Save me from myself
Don't let me drown
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
(Don't let me drown)
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
(Don't let me drown)
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
(Don't let me drown)
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
(Don't let me drown)
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
(Don't let me drown)
Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
(Don't let me drown)
Cause you know that I can't do this on my
(Don't let me)drown"
"Jewels,that song was amazing,"Ash said.
"Thanks,but I'm going to go back to my room and work,"I said.Once I got to the door of my room,I was spun around to see Mikey.
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FanfictionPLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING BEFORE YOU READ,OTHERWISE THE BEGINNING WON'T MAKE SENSE AND IMPORTANT INFORMATION IN THE BOTTOM PARAGRAPH!!! • • • • • Jewlisa(jewel-isa)is Calum Hood's younger sister.They've always been close until their parents got di...
