☁My Beloved☁

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"So,are you going to school tomorrow?"Jin asked,pulling me closer by putting his arm on my shoulder."Well,ofc."picking the can on the ground,running toward the trash bin,throwing the can in it.Leaving Jin behind,I walked faster  heading to the swings.

Sitting on the swings,remembering the days,when I'm still way younger than I already am.Hehe.Jin walk closer to me,brushing my hair with his hand.Smiling slightly by his action."I miss your dorks.."I said,"The boys?"he said,sitting beside me,on the swings.I nodded."I'm sure,they missed you too."Jin said,looking at me.

"I wish they do."I mutter."You know what,Yoongi have been writing lyrics about you.About how he missed you to be around."Jin smiled."what?He barely talk when I'm around..."I said,laughing."Nah,what you see,is the cold him on the outside,have you ever see him on the inside?"I look down on my toes,signaling no."The one who's missing you is not Yoongi alone..It have always been us.The seven of us."he chuckled at his own words.

"Im sorry..I only think about how much people don't realize what they've done to me,but,I forgot about people who cared for me,that I left them behind me.You do know what I meant right?"I looked at Jin."What do you think,then?"he ask turning my spoken words around.Maybe,I do forget about them.But,all this time they hurt me the closed their eyes?

"Im not in the mood to think about pain.I want to be happy.I'm not in the mood to be angry about that."I mutter,leaving a tear streamed down my cheek.Maybe,it was my fault they hated and leave me.

"The world is dark..."I laughed,catching Jin's attention."It have never been,when you seek for it's light."Jin said ,getting up from the seat and stood in front of me."If you're alone or sad,tell them.The people who is next to you.If you're all alone,thinking that you can handle the pain by avoiding people.It's wrong.Be brave tell them you're here,tell them you're alive,everyone deserve to live around happiness.But,rainbow won't shine without teardrop of rain,right? .God has never created a person he don't love."Jin pulled me into a hug,after the words he said."I'll try."I nodded.Smiling thinking about what do I deserve to have  오빠 like  him.:p

Dont cry.Hue.ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ .
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