Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 8

•Phils POV•

I seemed to be the first one up so I secretly ate Dans cereal.At least this time he couldn't yell at me.I look out the door to see (y/n) resting on Chris.I don't exactly know what happened between (y/n) and Dan because I mean they were both drunk.

I was going to suggest the others if they wanted to go eat breakfast today but they were all still sleepy.A couple minutes passed untill (y/n) woke up.She didn't want to wake Chris up so she just got up gently and walked wobbly.I went over to her to help and took her to the kitchen.

"Hey you okay?"I asked

"Yeah,ugh I have this bloody headache and Ah!It hurts"I sit her down and I get a cup of water and pills.Her face was in her hands because of the pain.

"You were pretty drunk last night.Whats something you remember?"

"Um...I walk in and lose Dan and I meet some new people and um I was tired,bout to go home and then-"she stopped.She then started crying into her hands.

"Woah what happened?!What is it?"I asked worried

"And I see Taylor cheated on me"She cried even harder in her hands"He was making out with this blonde chick and Taylor called me his 'friend' just to make it up.He said He cared for me Phil"

I rub her back as she crys.I was gonna say something about how rude he is but I sense that she just needed to vent.Pj then walks in.

"What's fo-"He notices (y/n) crying then silences himself.

"(Y/n) oh my what happened?"He asks

"Her boyfriend cheated on her"I mouth to him

"Oh!"He mouths back and starts talking to her that's it's okay it's okay.We both tried to help her.

"After I saw he was Kissing another girl I went to the bar to try to forget.I guess I took too many"She said with a crack on her voice

I knell down and wipe away her tears

"It's okay.Remember that"I hug her.

"I was going to ask if you guys wanted to go to breakfast once everyone wakes up."I smile

"Ugh don't think I can.This headache is killing me"She takes the pills and swallows them down with water.

Eventually Chris and Dan wake up.

Dan actully runs in the room filling a cup with water and taking pills.His head must of hurt too.Oh how I feel bad about these two,how they must be in pain.

He swallows the pill with water and sets the cup down

"I'm guessing you want to stay here with (y/n) while me and the other go to breakfast?"He nods his head yes and me and the other gets ready and head out.

•Dans POV•

"You head must hurt too huh?"(y/n) asks.I nod.

"So.What'd you do at the club?"I ask leaning on the counter with my arms crossed.She looked down.

"(Y/n)?"You repeat

"Taylor was cheating on me.."Well I wasn't expecting that.I go up to her and hug her

"I'm sorry for like..Asking?"I say.I shouldn't have said anything cause now she was Crying in my chest.I never trusted that Taylor guy.I would see someone who looked just like making out with chicks but I wasn't 100% if it was him.Now I know it was,What a badgers

"Hey hey no need to cry!"I say whining her tears away and kissing her forehead"It's okay..."

•Your POV•

He kissed your forehead.You didn't really know what that meant but you'll take it anyways.You look up at him and look into his bright brown eyes.You then suddenly feel a breeze on your legs.You notice that your still wearing that short dress.

"Um...I think I should go home and change.."you say embarrassed

"No it's fine you can just borrow my clothes"He leads you into his room by the wrist.You see his dark room with his random butt chair near his desk.You can see he has his camera equipment.

"You do YouTube?"You ask.He blushes and looks over at you

"Yeah.."He says getting you his eclipse shirt.He also gives you and grey sweatpants.

"What's your channel?"

"Danisnotonfire"He awkwardly says.I don't think he wanted you know about this but now you do

"You mean Danisonfire?"You wink at him as you leave the room to get changed.

•Dans POV•

I'm sure she's just messing with me.Damn I've had this crush on her for a while.Shes beautiful,kind,funny,nerdy.What else would you want in a girl? After a couple minutes she walks back into my room

"Ta da!"She says making hand gestures

My clothes were big on her body but damn she looked cute.I laughed at her entrance.

"Do you remember anything from last night after..Taylor?"I asked hoping she wouldnt start crying again

"Well I remember getting drunk and kissing some guy.I can't really tell who it was my vision was weird."

Great A horrible guy who (y/n) doesn't even know has a better chance then me.Im such trash,God.

"Oh.lucky guy then"I start heading into the Kitchen to make some cereal for me and (y/n) since we weren't well enough to go to out with the mates.She sat down and I turn To the cabinet to get some cereal.My box was almost empty and I just bought it yesterday.DAMN IT PHIL.

She picked up her phone and started playing one of those really game that you always see on Instagram.As she's playing she got advertisement.In the background of what the people where saying there was a song playing.

I feel it burning me
I feel it burning you

I triggered.I drop the box of cereal on the counter spilling everywhere.

"Dan you idiot"She laughs and come over to me.She starts helping me pick up the cereal.

It was me that kissed her.I remember being drunk and seeing her at the bar crying.She was drunk by then and I start mouthing the words.I remember her tugging on my shirt for more.I remember me taking her to the hallway and deepening everything.I fucking remember.