Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 17

•Daniel POV•

"Dan.I think we need to break up"

The words appear on my phone as my mind started to shut down.I was stuck in my room all day wondering if we were gonna make it out of this or not.I lay on the bed and look at the ceiling.I stared at it until my face started feeling red and puffy.I rolled over to my hands on my face.I loved her to where my heart consumed.

"Dan?You wanna come out?Have some leftover dinner?"

"Not now Phil"I mumbled out clearly.I didn't bother changing from my dark red shirt and laid on the bed until I had enough pain to sleep.I regret saying the words that I spoke to her.I get jealous very easily and it's hard when you can't hold it back,and knowing she had more power to say things to Taylor I took it into my own hands,I wish I didn't

•Your POV•

"Did I do the right thing?"You ask yourself.You lay on your bed waiting for him to awnser with "Okay" or "Fine whatever" hoping for just a couple words.

You tried to sleep but it was no use.The thought of Daniel next to you in bed,having his arms around you,brought up too much.You felt lonley without his presence

The reason you broke up with him was because you miss Taylor,remember?

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You were sitting right next to Taylor on the bar at a retro restaurant.Your hand was tangled with his once again,but his grip was loosened then before.He smiled at you glad that you two were back together you thought.

"I'm Really sorry,again"

"Just...don't do it again" you both chuckle.You both eat your lunch,you got a turkey cubed sandwich and he got a burger.He pays and let's you out.You both walk down the streets of London holding hands.No silence came out for a while until he asks:

"How come you decided to get back together?"

"A lot of thinking"

"How's you break up with that pain of an ass Dan?"

"First of all,his not a pain of an ass.And Second,it just happened" You scold at him

He rolled his eyes and looked away to his left.You noticed and looked down.His grasp on your hand like before,was loosened.

Taylor looked over at common store that sold expensive shoes like Jordan's,Nikes,the shoes he wore.He pulls your hand and smiles,but you can't make one.Your smile faded now.

•5 months later•

You were sitting on the couch at Taylor's Apartment.Many of your followers and subscribers known you've gotten back together with Taylor.Many and I mean many were very disappointed that when you uploaded the video "Q&A I have a boyfriend?" They thought it would be Dan since many have shipped Sails.You haven't talked to Dan after the brake up,you never had the courage.Even in your relationship you would still cry for him thinking if you made the right thing

Taylor was currently looking for his phone that he lost last night.He went out last night but you never had the chance to ask where.You got bored of watching him look in countless places so you started searching with him.You go in his bathroom and see it on the floor near the bath.That lameo it was right here the whole time.There was a call coming from an unknown number,you awnser

"Hello?"

"Taylor?"

The sound of a female was not your expectation.You start faking his voice to continue the conversation and figure what the bloody hell is going on

"Yup"

"I've called 4 times since last night!"

"I lost my phone,found it now aha,ah by the way what did I do last night..?"

"You don't remember?You must have been real drunk aha!You came over and we had wine!And then we...you know"She giggled

You end the call.You go into his contacts and search for yours,he had hundreds of girls names with hearts after them,you find yours and delete it out of dear pressure.You were always the recessive of the relationship and never took courage to ever take his stuff.You immediately leave the room and get your things together,you walk to his door.

"Babe where are you going?"

"Taylor were done.Im done.Your a little asshole and I can't believe I trusted you again.Go fuck yourself and all of your hundreds of other girls!"You throw his phone at him.He looked at it before responding

"Fine you were bitchy anyways,all these hundreds of girls ware wayyyy hotter then you!"You leave his flat and go home.Once your inside your once cozy home and close the door,you collapse on your knees.

You always had this feeling he didn't love you.You never felt anything between you again,and now that he cheated on you twice.You were over with

"(Y/n)? Are you in here??" You hear (b/f/n) yell before she found you on the floor.

"What happened sweetie!!"

"Taylor cheated on me,again"..You continued crying with your hands on the floor and your knees falling down.

"That bastard UGH!It'll be okay!"She hugs you sitting down.

"(B/f/n) is everything okay?"You hear a familiar voice.Sweet,strong yet gentle,soft.Phil's

"Phil-"You snuffle"-why are you here...?"

"We were filming a Collab for Phil's channel" (b/f/n) Says as Phil nods.

"What happened?"He asked kneeling down to you.

"Taylor cheated on her again"(b/f/n) explains.

As (b/f/n) hugs you tight and Phil comforting you and saying the nicest things,you end up running out of tears to drop.

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•Phil's POV•

"She was crying!?"Dan yells

"Yes.Taylor cheated on her once again and she seemed very upset once she walked in the door."I sigh. I felt horrible for how (y/n) was in such pain,now I know how it was for Dan.

"That little.."He clenched his fist."Why would he do something like that to her!?"He said. Dan may have not admitted to still liking (y/n) but he of course cared for her just as much.

This chapter is SO bad.So much was happening here and I'm so sorry.Life problems