Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 4

•Your POV•

You finally get home after a while of helping (y/b/f) pick outfits in the store.She smiles so bright that her face is about to break.You go into your room and change just your shirt since it was all that got messed up so you put a Grey P!TD shirt.You say goodbye to (b/f/n) and head to Starbucks to meet Phil.

You take a cab and head over.Once you enter the shop you see Phil in a nearby booth.He hugs you when he sees you.

"(Y/n)" He yells

You hug him.Oh gosh have you missed his sweet hugs.He had the sweetest yet gentle grip on your shirt as your rested your head on his chest.You both sit down

"Where have you been!?"

"I don't know..alone."

"Why?Did something happen!?"He has a worrysome face.

You sigh and explain to Phil what's happened in your Family.You also explain how you've fallen into depression hardcore.

"I'm sorry.."He looks down

"It's okay...I can't do anything about it anyways"You look away from the booth.

"(Y/n),Phil"A girl yells from behind the Starbucks counter.You get up and pick up the cups and head over to the booth.

"Here you go"You give him his drink and sit down.

You have a chat with Phil about life and just what's going on.You tell him how you haven't been posting videos as well.

"You should start now,tell everyone that your not dead"He says as he chuckles

"Yeah I really should,I don't want them thinking that I'm ignoring them or anything"You finish up your drink and throw it away.

"Hey wanna come over to my flat to play some video games?"He smiles

"Sure,I'd love too"You stand up and head out the door with Phil.You take a cab to his apartment building and go up a flight of stairs.He finally opens the door after the fight with his keys.

"Fuck!"You hear from an unknown voice

You walk into the living room with Phil and see a brown haired man with black jeans,dark blue shirt with black boots.

"Dan!Keep it down we have guests!"Phil says

He looks up and stares at you.His brown eyes lock into your (e/c) eyes.He was hella fine if you do say so yourself.He stands up and rubs the back of his head.

"Oh um...sorry"He says with a crack in his voice

•Dans POV•

Well I made a good impression on myself by swearing.She was more beautiful in real life then through the screen.

"Dan..?"She says confused.She then started tearing up and eventually started crying.Oh my gosh did I do something wrong!?

"(Y/n) What's wrong!?"Phil says as he turns her heel and hugs her

"Dan...Dan"

I'm pretty sure I did something wrong.Ugh I made such a beauty cry.I don't even know what I did?

"What about Dan?"Phil says as he looks at you

"Dan-Danielle"She crys even harder

"Danielle?Danielle!"he realizes then he hugs her even harder

"Danielle?"I mouth to Phil with an raised eyebrow.He continues looking down at her and didn't Awnser.I left the room in pain.

Who the hell is Danielle?I sit in my dark ass room.Ugh she hasn't uploaded a video in 2 months and I was actually worried about her.Phil would talk about how she wouldn't Awnser calls and texts.After a couple of minutes of thinking she comes into my room.

"H-Hi Dan.."She awkwardly says

"Hi..."I say standing up.

"I'm sorry that I was crying.I must of made you feel like you did something wrong,trust me you didn't!"

"Oh..yeah I started thinking I did something wrong or idk I was just too ugly you cried"I chuckle

"Oh no no,Your actually very...very attractive"She starts blushing

"Well,your very beautiful,even with mascara running down your face"I blush and smile

"Oh my gosh,I do?Im sorry I'll...be right back"She runs off to the bathroom with her bag in her hand.

She was beautiful.I still never asked who Danielle was but doesn't matter,She thinks I'm attractive.Well I have a chance.I don't want to date her,I don't think.Um she seems she could be a good friend but I mean..her beauty could get in the way.Ugh idk

•Your POV•

I'm such an embarrassment.What the bloody hell I can't start crying like that.He must think I'm a freak but he did think I'm Beautiful.YEAH WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE.

You walk in the bathroom and see yourself in the bathroom.Oh god.I should have stayed in my room today.

"(Y/n)"You hear as Phil knocks"Are you okay?"

You clean off your mascara and open the door."Yeah..I'm fine"

"I'm sorry that Dans name uh triggered you?"

"No no,it's fine.I shouldn't have cried like that anyways."You say.You see Dan walks behind Phil and looks at you.Ugh such a cutie.Shit You shouldn't have thought that.You have a boyfriend.His name Taylor,dark hair and pretty outgoing.You love him a lot but ever since your fallen depression he hasn't been much help to you.You two got into a fight a couple hours after your mother told you about everything.

"So you guys wanna tell me who Danielle is?"Dan asks

"I don't think right nows a good time" Phil says

You walk out the door."So wanna play the Video games?"You say awkwardly

"Yeah let's go!"Phil yells as he goes straight to the game room.You and Dan look at each other.

"I'm really sorry..again"You say

"No it's okay"

"I bet you were kidding when you called me beautiful.Im not really what you call attractive"

"No why would I joke like that to such a beauty?"He smiles and you blush.You shouldn't be having feelings like this.You shouldn't be having butterflies in your stomach.You shouldn't be starring at his brown eyes like that.

You two walk to the room where Phil was smiling.He has already set up Mario Kart and you run to the seat to the controller ready to race and kick their asses.