Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapted 18

•Dans POV•

The day after

"She deserves so much better!You know that."I yell at Phil

"Dan,Dan calm down!"He put his hand on my shoulder resting me to sit down.I put my hands through my hair.

I sit there wondering.This wouldn't have happened if she hadn't left me.Maybe if I did talk to her during those 5 months she would have changed her thoughts.She needs to be happy,and I know I'm not the reason she smiles but I could try.

"Phil I'm going to (y/n)'s" I get up and go get my jacket

"Are you sure Dan?"

"Yes" I walk out to the outside of the apartment,down the flight of stairs and get a cab.It tooken 12 minutes until I arrived,I paid the driver and went up to her flat.I knocked on the door hoping they would open.I stood there in confidence in case it was her opening it

"(Y/n) can you pwese get the door,I'm sorry I'm making the cupcakes you wanted!"

"Okay,those cupcake better be (Chocolate/Vanilla/Red Velvet)!"

I hear footsteps come to the door as I start to see it open.(Y/n) stood there in shock seeing me vist.I smiled at her,seeing her beauty once again.Her soft (e/c) eyes glaring with mine felt perfect as before.She immediately hugged me once I smiled.I jumped a bit but I put my hands around her waist.Oh how I've missed this.

"Oh..I'm sorry"She ask letting go.

I stare into her eyes."Its okay"

"(Y/n) who is it?" (B/f/n) yells from the kitchen I assume

"It's just Dan" I heard (b/f/n) chuckle then replying with "Okay"

I enter in her flat and close the door behind me,she leads me to the couch in her gaming room.

"Dan.Why are you here?"

"I was wondering if I could comfort?I know what happened (y/n).Im sorry"

"It-It's what happens."She started sinking into her side

"You know you deserve to be happy"I said. She nodded

She moves her hair out of her face as she looks at the floor.I looked at her.Shes hardly smiled since I've arrived.

"I'm sorry,Ive made things uncomfortable I'l-"I say getting up before she pulls my wrist back down.

"No Dan."Her eyes started glistening but not with sunshine but with a water cover.I sit next to her closer and she starts crying into my chest.I play with her hair to calm her down.

"It's okay (y/n).Its okay"

"Dan I'm so sorry."

"For what?"

"For Everything"

•AYE SEE WHAT I DID THERE•

"No don't say that!"I say

"Dan.Im so fucking stupid."

"No no no."I rub her back as she continues crying.I felt bad,seeing her say these things,her crying into my chest,it hurts.

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"Thank You Dan"(y/n) said before I start heading out the door.

"No problem"I smile