Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 43

•Your POV•

you didn't mind sharing the bed with Dan, not like it's not already be done.

"I'm gonna go take a shower, it's been a long day" Phil said, it was around 9 so he was correct, it's been a long day, he went his way

"You sure you don't mind sharing the bed ?" Dan asked

"It's fine, it's not like it's not already happened"

"Wow "

"What?"

"Nothing, just really didn't expect that from you, after you dropped me a while ago"he said

You felt horrible that this how he felt, how you made him feel.

"Dan-" You sat him down and sat next to him on the bed "- are we okay.."

"I don't know about you but to be honest, i'm not"

"Why? If I can ask"

"because i'm sitting here acting like i'm not in love with you" he said boldly, like he didn't even care about it being a secret anymore. You blankly looked at him

"Yeah that's what I thought too, that you didn't feel the same" He got up

"No no Dan I didn't-"

"It's fine, no need to explain yourself ,I wouldn't love myself either if I were you " He started putting his clothes away. You didn't have anything to say so you shut your mouth and did the same.

•The next day•

You wake up next to Dan, The bed was wide enough to have 2 places, so you looked away from one side and Dan looked away from the other. It was around 11 once you woke up. Phil was still asleep so you really didn't know what to do with yourself. You went on your phone

[your twitter handle] just tweeted: So i'm in Manchester ?? :)

soon as you tweeted many mentions were left. They asked if you were doing your favorite, meet ups. Knowing you you probably would but not yet. till later plans. Phil finally woke up

"you're up already ?" Phil said as he yawned stretching his pale arms

"yeah I didn't know what to do with myself " you chuckle

"Well guess what we're doing today ?"

"what?"

"We're gonna go to one of the most top sights here"

"which is"

"Wheel of Manchester!"

"oh my god seriously ??"

"were going to go on too, Pj already got tickets"

"you guys are insane! I hate heights ! "

"well time to get over that fear [y/n]" he laughed as he got up to brush his teeth

You slightly got nervous and started to bite your nails. Dan started to get to his last of the sleep cycle. He wiped his eyes and he stretched his arms. He accidentally touched your back