Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 22

•Your POV•

You arrive back at London after a long day,it was already dark out and the stars were out.You were so ready to see the beautiful sunshine that was your bed.You were just a couple blocks before your building but get a call.

"Can you get that for me?Put it on speaker!"You tell (b/f/n).She takes the phone from the drink holder and puts it on speaker while placing it on her lap."It's Phil"

"Hello?"You say into the phone

"(Y/n).(b/f/n) can you please come over right now.Its really serious"He says in his nervous High pitch voice.

"Coming" (b/f/n) says before hanging up.You turn the wheel to their flat.You get out and both of you are basiclly running upstairs to their room.You knock.Phil immediately opens the door and sighs with relief.

"Your here thank god"He says letting you two in the flat

"What's wrong?"

"Dan.Thats what's wrong"

"What's happened?WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY SMOL BEAN" (b/f/n) says in despair

"I don't know.He hasn't talked to me all day and has been stuck in his room.Every time I try to go in,he mumbles a no"

"Are you sure his not-"

"Yes I'm sure"

"I'll go try to talk to him"You say

"I'll stay here.."(b/f/n) says while sitting down waiting.

You walk to Dans room.The hallways gets darker and smaller with each step you take closer.You worried for Dan,you didn't know what was going on,he hardly ever outcastes Phil at all.Once you reached the door,you sighed before knocking.

"Dan..its (y/n)"You hear a clash before you see the door open.There stood Dan,hobbit hair,messy clothes.What has happened..?

"Dan are you okay?"You look into his eyes which now seem soulless.At that moment you felt 2 arms wrapped around you,Dans.You hugged him back still confused on what was going on but you hugged him tightly.He lets go.He takes you by the hand to the inside of his room.

Pillows were thrown on the ground,clothes dangling on chairs,painting fallen to the floor.

"Dan what happened?Why is there such a mess in your room?"

"I caused this mess."He says seriously without emotion in his face.

"Why would you.?"

He sits down on his bed putting his hands in his hair.He looked frustrated putting his elbows on his legs,like if he was having an enextenial crisis,but the way it looks likes,it looks more serious than that.You sat next to him on his bed as look at him.

"Dan you still haven't awnsered my question"

He looks up from the ground.You see his eyes start to develop a new guard to it,a new dome.A dome of tears.You can see right in his eyes how badly he wants to let it out but can't.How his forcing them to stay in his eyes without breaking.You place a hand on his back to help,but at that second Dan leaps into your arms and starts sobbing.You can hear the crack in his voice everytime the gasps for air,and now you felt bad for how he felt.Then you remember the one saying that helps you in a troubled situation

"Your great"

"Calm yourself down"

"Take a deep breath in"

"Out"

"And say"

"I'm fine"

"I can do this"

"Everything will be fine"

He looks up at you in a surprised expression.You hug him tightly placing your head on his shoulder.His body heat was giving off which made the whole hug seem cozy.He looked at you,with those darling eyes,shinny hair.Something about him made him so important,like if it was just the right moment.And lucky for you,it was.

He leaned into the space and kissed you.He placed a hand on your cheek as your hands were on his shoulder.You kissed back as it was perfect.You could feel his Heat beat slow down from his anxiety.The way you felt,the way he felt,fell right to place,right here,right now.You felt so comfortable with this yet still so confused.

You push back,not meant to be rude and put your arm from his shoulder,back down to his hands.He looked down at them,combing your fingers together.You looked at him with his messy hobbit hair.He noticed you looking at it and cover it up with his hand.

You get up and walk to his closet of shirts.You pick one that looks comfortable since it was dark and he was about to go to bed any time now.You got a plain dark blue shirt and handed it to him.

"Here.Im gonna help you get out of this...mess"You faintly smile as you signal him to put the shirt on,you also got his Pj pants on the way and hand it to him as well.Black clothes,black Pj's,black socks.This is Dan.You turn around and see his all cozy and changed and hug him seeing his facial expression went from worried and crying to a bit less glommy and shinny.

"Can you tell me what happened..?"You ask

"It all started..with you"

•Author Note•

Before I start I want to thank you guys so much for reading and just sticking around! I really want to thank imsarahthetimelord for always favoriting and commenting and it really means a lot! Hope you guys enjoy this trashy book!