•Your POV•
You were a tad annoyed on how Pj treated Dan at the party,it was embarrassing for Dan and you felt so bad that he had to go through it.You nod your head as you signal Pj to come in,you and him sit in the couch.
"So..Dan?"You ask
"So I know you and Dan had a thing"He said
"Pff no we didn't ahaha"
"It was obvious,too obvious"
"Whatever"
"You two aren't together now..are you?"
"No"You shake your head while looking at your hands
He swept his forehead "good"
"Why?" You asked
"Cause when I kicked him out , I actually wanted to go out to say sorry it was rude.But then I missed him and he went into a building a couple blocks down.When the party was officially over I was the last one out,including Connor,once we walked out the building I saw Dan offering his coat to another girl while he was walking down the block with her.I thought it was you, thank god it wasn't because then this, would have been awkward"
Your expression was in shock. "Aha well it's not me" But who could have it been then?
"I just came here to ask if it was and tell Dan I'm extremely sorry"He got up and you followed.
"I will.And a few other words" you said the last part under your tounge
"What was that?"
"Nothing" you smiled it off as you waved Pj goodbye out the door.You immediately grab your phone calling Dan.You were surprisingly calm in this situation,Dans loyal guy who wouldn't bare to cheat,would he?
"Hello?(y/n)?"You hear him say
"Dan we need to talk.Now.In person"
"What's wrong?Are you okay?"
"I'm fine just..can I please see you"
"I'm in town,meet me at Loweys book shop?"
"Mhm"You agree
"I'll see you then"You hang up the call and do your thing.You change into an all black outfit today because that's what you felt like at the moment.You fix your face up a bit with face needs and a eyeliner wing with mascara.You got your phone and other supplies and left while putting your grey wind breaker.
You thankfully lived quite close to the shop,just a couple blocks.You walk inside the store and see no one there but the owner.You walk around the store and behind a bookshelf stood a black figure,you figured it was Dan by the light brown hair and the height of 6'2.
"Dan?"You say as he turns around,you take off your hood as he smiles at you
"Hey,you wanted to talk to me?"He asked
"Umm yeah"You say awkwardly,he continued to look blankey at you
"Pj came over this morning and-"
"Why the bloody hell would Pj even go to your flat"He asked annoyed
"He came to say sorry to you.For the embarrassing moment at the party"He looked away with a care
"He told me he saw you with another girl that night"
•Dans POV•
That stupid Pj always has to get up in my business,and he thinks sorry is going to fix what he did?He humiliated me more than I did ever in high school and now I'm considered the jack ass of youtube.
"Julianna" I mouth
"What?"
"I didn't say anything"
"Seems like you haven't been telling me anything for the last couple of days.."She dazed off at the end of her voice
"(Y/n) I don't mean to I'm-"
"You probably were with another girl that night and don't want to tell me either.."
"Yes"I say
"Yes you were with another girl that night?"She asked
"And yes I did drink that night"
Her face was more pale then I've seen before.She held her own hand before letting out a deep sigh.
"Okay."She said
"Okay?"
"Thank you for being honest"She said looking down at her hands before looking back at me
"I'm sorry I swe-"She interrupted again
"I have things to do at home Dan,I'll talk to you later"She turned to the door,I tried to take her wrist but it was already at the door.There goes another beauty of the day
I stand in the book store.Alone.Nobody else was in the store except for the worker who was blankly looking at me with eyes of sadness.(y/n) was a very calm girlfriend,so when she would get mad or upset,you wouldn't really know.
I took a book from the shelf across from me that caught my eye.I looked at the cover
Emotions:Negative
I stare at the font of the words. Emotions:Negative,the only 2 words that explain the feelings I have in my gut right now,and I really wish,that they weren't
YOU ARE READING
Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)
Fanfiction"And since that day you made me smile" You thought to yourself as you looked into the eyes of the tall, yet gentle brown haired boy. #2 in #danhowellxreader
