Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 9

•Dans POV•

She helps me pick up the cereal.I don't think she remembers us,well making out.We've only known each for maybe 2 months but I know for a fact that I was in love with her so I can kinda see why I kissed her,but I don't want her thinking of me as "The random guy who kissed you"

"Dan?"She asks in her angelic voice

I shake my head "Um yeah?"

"Think fast!"She yells before throwin the box at me.I laugh and throw it back at her,I get up and she's starts chasing me.I might hate running but I do say that I'm petty quick,well quick untill I can't catch my breathe.I run into the living room and throw a pillow at her.She laughs and throws it back at me.I run onto the other side of the couch but she bet me to it.I was about to run into her until I stopped,but I did push her against the wall with me.

We look at each other.

"I feel it burning me"I whisper without a thought

She widened her eyes."I feel it burning you.." She whispers back.Well I'm betting she remembers now.I let go so it doesn't get anymore awkward then it is already.

"Sorry.."I say rubbing my neck

She starred at me.Probably into my soul too.
"Dan.It was you wasn't it?The one that kissed me last night?"

I sigh."Yes."

She walked out of the room.Did she really just deny me like that?I was going to kiss her again because I though it was a good moment but guess not.

"(Y/n) where are you going?"I ask.I shouldn't have though.

"Dan I'm gonna go."She yells.I start walking into the room she went into aka the hallway.She got her clothes and her bag and walked back into the living room before I could even walk in.

"What?Why now?Its too early"

"It's 1:00 Daniel."Why is she being  so serious though?Something must of bothered her with the thought of the kids

"Well um..what am I going to say to Phil and the others once they come back?"

"Tell them I went home.Duh"I open the door for her.

"Are you...denying me?"I blush

She looked straight at me.The way she does that gives me butterflies in my stomach.

"No.Im just I don't know.."

"I could make you know.."I get closer to her

"Dan you can't see what I see do you?I fucking love you to the point where I can't even process life.But I can't love you the way I want to...okay?"She blushes as she leaves and out the flat she goes.

"But-I love you too.."I whine to myself.What in the bloody hell is stopping her?It was just a kiss not like it ended the world.Ugh this chick gets dramatic at times but damn do I love it.