Smile (Dan Howell x Reader)

Chapter 26

•Dans POV•

I do a lot of Dans POV just because I find it more interesting

I look at my phone,looking at the text between me and Pj.Me and him were still fighting.I told both (y/n) and Phil that were alright again,but in reality it's only gotten worse.

The fight started when Pj said how he lost a couple of followers on Twitter,I told him it didn't matter and the fight started from there.His mind has been so plugged into followers,subs,numbers it's taken him over.When Phil asked us to go to the party the inside of my brain was scared because honestly,anything could happen at this party.

•Time Skip•

Me,(y/n) and Phil were heading to the space Phil was talking about.I wore my plain black shirt,leather jacket,black skinny jeans and white converse to at least add color.(y/n) had put on black skinny jeans,a deep color of red,and black boots.Phil wore a yellow shirt with little spaced planets on it,dark blue jeans,and his blue shoes with red laces.

We finally arrived at the party.It was dark inside with glowing blue and purple lights.We walked in and immediately see Lousie in the crowd.We walked over to her.

"Hey Lousie!"Phil said over the slightly loud music

"Hey Guys!"She said "Oh is this [your youtuber channel]?"She said pointing to (y/n)

She nodded and shook Lousie's hand "Pleasure to meet you" (y/n) said

"You as well,I have to go set up some food for The party,have fun"Lousie smiled as she walked off.

Phil left on his own greeting the other people here.I wanted to hold (y/n) hand badly so I didn't lose her but I couldn't.Her hand would constantly push mine indicating she wanted to hold mine as well.She ended up leaving my side and I was by myself.I went over to get a drink of soda,I silently stood there awkwardly once I heared a ding stopping the music.

"Ladies and Gentlemen!The birthday man has arrived!" One of the people tending the party shouted and Pj walked out the curtains.He looked proud and powerful at the front.

"Thank you everyone for coming!"He said before the music came back on.I slightly got tapped on the shoulder,I turned around to see Connor.

"Connor what are you doing here?" I ask laughing at the sight of him here in London

"I'm visiting for almost a month!"He said

"That's awesome"I say taking a sip of my pop

"You enjoying the party?"He asked

I faintly nodded turning back to the crowd

"You look like you don't want to be here"

"Me and Pj are fighting,Phil invited me to come"Connor nodded at my statement

"Well if your fighting with Pj,I wouldn't consider turning around"He said.Well too bad for him I did,though I wish I didn't.I turned around to accidentally hitting Pj's cup of soda.It spilt all over his light blue shirt.

"What the fuck Dan?!"He yelled getting EVERYONES attention,including Phils and (y/n)

"It was an accident I'm sorry!"I said guilty

"Do you really hate me that much?!"

"I don't hate you!"

"Oh really!? Is that why you've been calling me a jackass for the past month!"He yelled spilling the rest of his soda on my shirt.I saw it coming though.

"Get out!"He said looking me straight in the face

"Now!"He yelled louder

"Fine!"I threw the cup in the garbage near the end of the table and walked out.That little fucker doesn't deserve me there anyways.

I walked down the dark streets of London till I reached where I wanted to be,the bar.I walked in,showed ID,and went straight to the bar with the quickest bartender was.

"A whiskey"I said as he nodded.

It was obviously all my fault,If I told Phil the truth I would've have gone and created a mess.And the pointless fight started when I didn't keep my mouth closed.Im such a fuck up.

"One whiskey"He man said giving me a cup.I quickly gulped the drink before asking for another,and eventually another.This definitely kept my mind of me being a fuck up.

•Phils POV•

Witnessing Dan and Pj having there own live fight was disturbing.Dan said he and Pj were fine? And now Pj yells that Dans been calling him a jackass for more than a week?

"Phil!Phil!"I hear

"It wasn't just me was it?"(y/n) said

"Nope"

"I thought Dan said they were both okay?"

"I thought so too"

"He wouldn't lie to us,would he?"I shake my head.I understand Dan likes to keep his life to the most personal it could be,but lie to us?

I go the restroom and call Dan to where he ended up going.No awsnser ,I called more then 3 times before giving up.

•Later on•
•(Y/N) POV•

Dan wouldn't Answer my calls or texts as I was getting worried.What if Pj wentout to Dan and fought? Dan could've gotten hurt on his way home?maybe his not even home?

It was 1 am.Me and Phil have had enough fun for one night,we both told everyone our goodbyes and left.We took a cab to Phil's flat,he suggested I stay tonight since I did have a few drinks here and there.We both walk in to dead silence

"Dan.We're home!"

I went into every room with Phil searching  for Dan.

"He's not here"I said to Phillip with a worried expression

"He probably stayed at someone's home,one closer to the party"

"Hopefully"

"I'm going to go to bed,it's been a long day,Goodnight" Phil said heading to his room after locking the flat door.I stayed on the couch,not moving,waiting for Daniel to come home.It was past 2:30 am and I gave up.I went into Dans room worried about him.What could he have been doing?

IM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING FOR LIKE A MONTH I COMPLETELY FORGOT BUT ILL TRY MY HARDEST TO KEEP THIS STORY GOINF :)