HAVE A LITTLE FAITH: PART 2 (HARRY STYLES FANFIC)

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It's only five after two when I park the van behind my dad's Cadillac in front of Lou's garage. Dad has been getting a ride to and from work from Mitch since Jake is at the beach and can't take me to my appointments every day. I insisted that Faith drive the Cadillac instead of the van; I can drive the car just fine now that my legs are working again but I love seeing her smiling face when she drives dads car. My sweaty shirt is still stuck to my back as I make my way into the garage but I don't see Faith anywhere in sight.

"Hello there Landon."

"Hi-ya Lou. Where's my girl?" I say with a smile on my face.

"She's in the bathroom; putting on her cover-alls."

I nod my head at him and make my way towards the small bathroom in the corner of the garage and get a big grin on my face when I find the door unlocked. Faith is busy pulling her cover-alls over her boots as she bends over and she lets out a yelp when I grab her hips form behind. Faith jumps up and spins around with a look of shock on her face.

"Landon! What are you doing here?"

"I missed you baby." I coo into her ear as I duck my head down and press a kiss to her neck.

"What's wrong?" She says as she grips my face between her hands; her brown eyes flit back and forth across my face as she looks at me.

"Nothing's wrong; I just wanted to see my girl."

"Something is definitely wrong with you. Talk to me please."

"Not right now Faith. Right now I just want to kiss you and feel your arms wrapped around me...please...I need you." I plead with her. 

Faith studies my face for a few more seconds before she pulls me to her for a hug. I melt into her as I grip her waist tightly in my arms and breathe in her scent...god I can't remember that last time I even hugged her like this...I really have missed her so much...

"Landon...you're shaking." Faith's voice sounds concerned.

"I'm okay." I manage as I try not to start bawling like a damn fool.

"Look at me please." Faith whispers in my ear and I reluctantly pull my face away from her shoulder to look at her. "

You are not okay. You look like you are about to cry. Please tell me what has you so upset." Faiths words are soft and soothing as she looks at me.

"I don't want to lose you." Is the first thing that comes flying out of my mouth.

Why do I feel so damn guilty right now? 

I know why; I feel guilty because for the past month Anaya has been flirting with me even though I have been denying that fact...the truth is...I actually liked it when she flirted with me; not because I want her but because she was giving me attention that I have so desperately missed getting from my girlfriend...I should tell Faith this but I'm worried she would take it the wrong way and get angry with me. I can deal with her being angry but the thought of her breaking up with me over this is enough to make me want to puke...I need her.

"I-I...where is this coming from?" She says in confusion.

"I feel like I haven't even seen you for almost three weeks let alone talked to you like we always do. I just miss you and I feel like we might be growing apart." I confess; felling a little better now that I have finally told her about my fear of losing her.

"Landon, don't be silly. We're not growing apart; granted we haven't seen much of each other lately but once you finish your therapy, things will get better." She says reassuringly as she pets her finger through my hair.