HAVE A LITTLE FAITH: PART 2 (HARRY STYLES FANFIC)

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I let Jake take the lead and I follow a safe distance behind his ATV as he speeds down one of the trails furthest from the house. I don't normally speed on the bikes but once in a while I'll let myself fly on it just to feel that wave of adrenaline in my body.

The speed Jake is going, is fast enough to get my adrenaline pumping and twenty minutes later I slow my bike to a stop behind his bike as he parks in the clearing at the end of the trail.

I shut my ATV off when I see Jake pull his helmet off as he climbs off his bike and starts to pace.

"What's wrong Jake?" I ask as I pull my own helmet off and place it on the seat of the ATV.

"I'm freaking out Styles." Jake says with a wild look on his face.

"I can see that but why?"

"It happened last night." He says with the heavy sound of disappointment in his voice.

"What happened last night?"

"Sex...I had sex with Callie last night."

"Okay...why are you freaking out about it? Don't tell me you didn't use a damn condom." I cringe at the thought of Jake getting Callie pregnant.

"Of course I used a condom, I'm not fucking stupid Landon." He spits.

"Then what's the problem Jake? I don't understand why you are so freaked out."

"She didn't..." Jake stops talking as he shoves his fingers through his messy hair.

"Callie didn't have an orgasm." He whispers quietly as he stares at the ground.

"Oh hell..." I breathe out.

Poor bastard...

"Don't beat yourself up so bad about it Anderson. Sometimes that happens. It was only your first time; I'm sure next time it will be better." I try to reassure him.

"I don't know...maybe I won't ever be able to do that for her." He says in defeat.

"Did you at least stick to the rule?"

"What rule?"

"Always make sure she cums first. Did you make sure you did that?"

"She did...I fingered her first but I wanted to be able to make her cum while I was inside of her Landon."

I fight the urge to cringe at the filthy details that he so shamelessly blurted out before talking again.

"Give it time Jake, maybe she was nervous. Maybe you were nervous. It'll get better, I promise."

"I was nervous. I was fucking shaking because I was so nervous. I must have looked like a damn virgin to her." Jake confesses quietly as he continues to stare at the ground.

"No she doesn't see you like that Jake. I'm sure the fact that you were so nervous made her feel better for feeling nervous herself. The fact that you two felt like that only proves how much you love each other."

"How do you figure that?" Jake asks as he finally looks up at me.

"Because you both wanted the same thing for each other. She wanted you to enjoy it as much as you wanted her to enjoy it."

"Do you know how bad I felt Landon? And then she made me feel even worse because she kept apologizing to me! Like it was her fault that I couldn't get her off. I feel so useless right now." His eyes drop back to the ground as he finishes speaking.

"Stop it Jake!" I snap.

"Why are you getting shitty with me?"

"Because you are being ridiculous! Okay, so you couldn't make your girlfriend have an orgasm but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you. I see the way she looks at you all the time. The way she still looked at you this morning. She loves you Jake, so stop acting like this one little thing is the end of the world. Stop beating yourself up over it and start thinking about what you can do different next time to make it better for her. Ask her what she wants. Ask her if what you are doing feels good to her. Communicate with your girl instead of shutting down because of one bad moment."