"QCPU Love Stories"

Long Term

I've been single for 3 years and 2 months, now i broke up with my boyfriend because i had to.
The reason was...
Let me share first our story

Ron is my crush since i was high school. We were church mates and never had a chance to talk with each other,
Even during in day school classes or in youth fellowships. April 2004 we had an activity called vacation bible school where i was assigned to teach kids, and Ron was one of the staff. During the preparation of the said activity, i was teased by my girlfriends because they new that i had a crush on him. The preparation went on for one week, on so the teasing kept on.
One afternoon, I received a call from Ron. We just talk about some staffs that we can conveyed about. The call last for hours & been calling for a week.

April 12, 2004 i was happy and in loved woman, he invited me to come over in his house because he was sick that day, he ask me to get inside of his bedroom, i was shocked because, I've never had that kind of situation in my life. Knowing that his parents were also in their house. Didn't bother the shocked feeling i still enter his room. To find out, he ask me to be his girl, all out of love, i said yes.

Month anniversaries and then reached first year anniversary, if we were the sweetest couple ever. Iloveyou day in night, overload of kisses and hugs.to second, third, fourth and fifth year anniversary, that year was weak and likely to break down because i felt we had the thingS and moments, in a regular way or boring state in which things are always in the same way.ni was starting to look for different or something unusual. But regardless of what i was feeling that time I didn't choose to break him up because i loved him for who he is.

Sixth, seventh, eighth, ninth and then tenth year anniversary came but i was never the happy and in-loved woman, i started  questioning if he's the right one for me. So i asked god. And prayed about it. I wanted to be his wife, but never initiated asking him of getting married. Because he supposed to ask that, 10 years is enough for us to move on in a next stage of our lives, but that thought in my mind was never been his thought. He still act as if he has no plans of getting married or having a family. So i made the decision, yet painful but i have to. Inspires that i love him so much, i choose to break up with him. I believe god is not finished with him yet. He has still need to change his personality and be the man that god wants him to be.

I decided to left go of him after all because its for our own good. So that if the right time comes at least i will be the happiest and in-loved woman i was.