A love so hard {finished}

Chapter 14

*two weeks later*

Isaac' okay. We don't know what happened but the reptile was Jackson. He figured it out by watching security camera footage from his room at night.
He bit Isaac and he turned back to normal, we'll both of them did.
Jackson is back to his normal douche bad self. I didn't mind.
Everybody were relieved about Isaac, he was on deathbed.

After that Derek got so worried about me having they disease that he made me get tested. Deaton said that it usually affects older people. But in rare cases teenagers.
I haven't gotten tested yet. Derek wants to be there and I don't even know if I want it like that.
Sure, I need his support but if I test positive... I don't know.
It's scary how much death can affect people.
I wasn't scared of dying. Not at all. I knew I would be peaceful.
But it's what's around me and what's going to happen to the others that scares me.
My father lost Claudia, he only had me now. If I would pass away I don't know if he would survive.
Can you die from a broken heart?
What happens to the werewolf when the mate dies?

All the thoughts made me tear up and I started whimpering.
Derek came quickly and held me tightly so I could bury my face in his shoulder.
I was at Dereks house on the bed.
I had been staying there for a week.

"What's wrong?" He asks with a soft tone.

"I'm fine"

"What are you not telling me? Stiles what's wrong?

"I'm scared Derek, I'm scared! I'm scared of the future, I'm scared of my past! I don't even know if I'll live much longer!" I said and started balling my eyes out.

"It's going to be fine" Derek said but I heard his uncertain tone. He too was worried.
We both knew my depression and anxiety had grown worse, much worse over the last two weeks.
I've had multiple panic attacks.

"What if it's not going to be fine? I want to stay here. I want to be with you. Nobody can promise that"

"I can" he said and squeezed me even tighter.

I coughed a little and then he let go.

"I'll be back in a minute. I'm ordering food. You haven't eaten in all day." He said and looked concerned.

"I'm not hungry" I insisted. "I.. I do know. I'm just not feeling good. I'll just... Rest a little"
Derek stopped and toted his head, then he took my hand.

"I'm here for you, ok? I'll call Deaton and he'll check on you"
He kissed me shortly before running downstairs.

I didn't want Deaton... Deaton... Deaton? Who?
I... I... I can't remember!
I hit my hand on the bed in anger and frustration but not a single memory came to mind.
I wasn't losing my... Memory right?
That's a symptom... For my mothers disease...
I started crying in fear and from that I coughed. Over and oven until I saw blood in my hands.
I had coughed up dark... To dark blood.
I started feeling dizzy and my vision went blurry.

"Stiles!" Derek yelled when he ran up the stairs after he heard me.
I looked at him and I saw that he saw the blood.

Then he picked me up and started running. Down the stairs, out in the car and drove off.
Then I lost my entire vision and hearing.

Black.

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Sorry for such a short chapter but I needed to squeeze this one in between the next one and last one for the story to ale sense.

Please forgive me!

But yeah, next chapter is the last one. Sorry *hides*

LY<3