A love so hard {finished}

Chapter 15

*Stiles POV*

I woke feeling dizzy. My eyes had to get used to the bright light shining at me. I was in a white room. A hospital room.
I had no energy. The pain I felt on my entire body was unbearable.
I looked around and saw Derek sitting next to me with tears in his eyes, he had been crying.

"Derek..." I started

"I know, you're sorry. It's not your fault. It's no ones fault."
I felt myself tearing up in the thought of him knowing.

Knowing I was going to die.

"Derek..." I tried again.

"And I'm sorry Stiles!" I saw Derek tearing up. "I'm sorry for treating you bad for so long. I pushed you around and made you feel like shit! I left you because I wanted to protect you, even though I knew I could never hurt you more physically than mentally! I lead you in to this hell!" He said and almost yelled.

I cried too now. The thought of never seeing him again really sunk in.

"Don't be. Don't be sorry for being the only joy I have felt for these months. For being the only one to touch me, to love me! Derek I don't know what I would have don't without you. Sure I've felt pain. The worst pain I've ever felt. But doesn't that just say how much we've been through to be with each other? Derek, you don't know how much you mean to me."
He held my hand so much that it hurt, I didn't care enough to feel it.

"Please Stiles don't leave me! I can't go on without you! I don't know how to! You're only one I have! Please don't leave me!"

"I don't want to Derek! I'm scared! I'm scared for my life! I don't want to die here! I want to go on and live with you! Have a family and grow old together! I want you Derek I'm scared!"
I felt an even more intense pain and it felt like someone cutting my skin.

The only thing I could here was the machine measuring my heartbeat stop and ring in a constant tone.
I saw Derek scream with glowing red eyes but I didn't hear anything else but one tone.
My grip to his hand loosened..

A bright light flashed and everything was dark.