Derek, if you're reading this, you found the note I left on the table beside my hospital bed.
I'm writing this to make sure you hear the words sitting on my tongue.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry for letting go, for not fighting hard enough for you.
Please forgive me, please don't blame me, please don't forget me.
I don't want it to be "I miss Stiles" then "Who was Stiles?"
Please, make the memory of me live on forever.
Derek, I love you with all my heart. That will never change. Ever.
All the moments I had with you made me the happiest human alive.
I feel safe in your arms, protected and loved.
After that night that we argued I ran home in fear of losing you.
The thought of never seeing you smile scared me.
It still scares me.
I am willing to fight for this.
I can't physically thank you enough times for all you have given me. The joy. The love. The fear. The forgiveness.
Please, tell my dad I love him. Protect him Derek! Don't let him die now that he's alone!
Please Derek, I want you too be brave! I don't want you too feel sad or pity. I know that you're strong.
The love I feel for you can't be described in words. Every Time I feel your touch it's like a spark running through my body.
I've never felt this for another, and I never will.
Your smile can light up galaxies. Your laugh can kill. Your love is indescribable.
We would have been perfect enemies, but somehow along the road I fell face first for you.
You have always been, and will always be my sourwolf. Mine.
I love you, and I wished I could say that enough times for those three words to get stuck in your head forever.
Please don't forget me.
/Your Stiles
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A love so hard {finished}
FanfictionIt ain't easy loving someone who you're supposed to hate. But Stiles is pretty good at re-telling his story, so I think you'll manage.
