After Champion (Complete)

June (Chapter 3 )

Song-  Alexx Calise "Cry" ( One of my favorite songs!) 

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I kissed him. And it was amazing. I get ready for bed, shower, brush teeth, and finally, jump into bed. I try to sleep, but I couldn't stop thinking out Day. I roll around in my bed trying t fall asleep and stop thinking about Day. Stop thinking about him. I grab a pillow and scream in it. Sure, I've dreamt of Day kissing me again, but keyword dreamt. I never thought it would ever happen again. I've hurt him enough. He deserves to be with someone better than me. I couldn't take it anymore. I decide to go to my living room and writing it all out.

Dear Day,
First, I am so sorry this all happened. I never wanted any of this to happen. My name is June Iparis and thirteen years ago I had a brother named Matias Iparis. He was killed and you were the prime suspect. At that time I was eighteen years old and a soldier of the Republic. I am the beloved prodigy of the Republic. When I found that you "killed" my brother I swore that I would get revenge on you for the death of my brother. I went undercover on the streets to find you. One night went I was walking around, I came across a skiz fight . When I saw the fight I was very upset. It was very unfair. Tess would have gotten really hurt, so I stepped in to protect her. Durning, the fight I got stabbed, but I won anyway. You lost thousand, notes went I won the fight. I tried to get away, but they would throw me back into the circle. A dust bomb went off and the same person that set off that bomb was the same person that saved me from that group was, you Day. Tess fixed me up. One night you and I had some wine, you may have had a little too much because you kissed me. The same night went I finally got to "sleep"  you ran off to your family's house ,but you thought I was asleep. I climbed up to a building and watched you go to your family's house. You loved your family so much, you were always there for them. A few nights later went you were asleep and was awake from crying over my brother's death. When I was crying, you reached up to your neck and was trying to find something and then a remembered the pendant that was in my pocket. I tricked you to go to your house. When you got there the Republic soldiers there. You were hiding on the roof behind the chimney. The way they got you down was they shot your Mom. I was told that no one would get hurt. You were brought to Denver and put in jail, cell. The more I talked to you the more I fell in love with you. One night when I was examining my brother's crime scene and then I realized you did not kill my brother.I helped you escape and I came with you. We were on the streets for a few weeks. I was dressed as a dancer and you dressed as a soldier's. Some soldier tried to touch me and you pushed them out and... ( The letter goes on the tell the more. Ending with when Day was in a coma. If you want to full summary comment and tell me in the comments. I will be more than happy to. I just thought you won't want to read that long letter.) When you were in the hospital I never left your side. The day you woke up from your coma I was so happy ,but you didn't remember anything that happened that year, you didn't remember me. I went to your room and told I was just some soldier. I didn't tell you who I really was because I caused you so much pain every time you looked at me you saw you moms or John's death. There it all is , you deserved to know. Day, I am so sorry I killed your family. I will never forgive myself.
Yours truly
June.

It took me two hours to write it out and I'm in tears in and my hands are shaking. I miss you so much, Matias. After thirteen years of you gone, I still miss you just as much and probably even more. I miss seeing you cook dinner after you got home from work. I miss seeing your bed hair after you just got up. I miss you writing in your journal. I miss seeing you looking through the family albums. I miss you call me Junebug.

I fell asleep at the dining room table with tears running down my face. My hair all over the place. Thinking about how I killed Day's family and how much I miss my family.

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