Okay, so in the last chapter when I talked about this "her" character and my time with her, that is not Phoebe. I apologize for the confusion with that.
It's extremely late while I'm writing this so more than likely you'll be getting some deep shit again.
Excuse my French, please. Why do we say that anyways? I mean, why do we relate cursing with French? Can someone please explain this to me, because it really makes my head tick.
Have you guys ever listened to Neck Deep? They're pretty good if I do say so myself. When I first found them the vocalist, Ben Barlow, his voice was somewhat of a bother to me. I suppose I acquired a liking for the band, much like when some acquires the taste for espresso. I'm rambling now, sorry.
I suppose there were two "hers" in the last chapter aside from Phoebe, and I understand you'll want their names, but I can't do that. Even hearing my past girl's name makes me struggle to breathe. I end up thinking about everything that happened between us and it just isn't a feeling I like returning to.
4/8/16
I haven't added to this is about a week or two, but I haven't been able to write much if anything lately. A lot's been happening in the past few months, and I should have grave amounts of inspiration but it's just not there.
It's overwhelming, really.
Yea, there's relatively new people in my life that I'd love to write and tell you guys about, but my head just blurs itself when I try and think of anyone.
Phoebe's still a good part of me, in case you were wondering.
Remember how at the end of the last chapter I talked about a new 'her' character? Well, although I still would like to explore her as a person. Something aside from friends isn't going to happen any time soon; I'll keep it that simple for you.
I know this chapter says that it's a little more put together, but it's everywhere compared to the last. I don't think this book is going to go anywhere right now, but maybe I'll turn it into something. I may delete it, but I'm not sure yet.
-for phoebe
YOU ARE READING
for phoebe
Non-FictionI wrote this so friend could see what my life is really like. Not everyone is how they appear.
