for phoebe

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Phoebe.

Some call you Pheebs I think. I'm not sure.

Have you ever listened to Cigarettes after Sex before going to bed? whenever I do I tend to lucid dream. You should give it a try.

I'm no longer moving to Seattle. Instead my family's been thinking about Colorado. We're going on vacation their for a week around my birthday! That's October twenty first in case you wanted to know.

It's almost been a month since I updated you (as well as the readers) on my life and everything that's been going down. There's been a lot.

That girl I met; we're not talking anymore. I'm not really sure why but me moving in a year's time may have scared her away.

We also had to put my Rottweiler bear down about a week ago. She had been fighting cancer for the past six months or so. I don't know how I feel about that yet. My house is different and I've only told one or two people about it.

Today I held a black kitten named Leonardo. He licked my face. My dad even made a pun-ish thing about it; "Leonardo Dicatrio."

I thought it was funny.

I forgot to mention to you that it's now midnight and that I deleted all previous pictures with my ex lover a few hours ago. My heart's a little heavy because of it. I hope you're doing well as you start off highschool. A lot is gonna change for you in these next four years. Make the most out of them.

I'm now a sophomore. I know I'm young as shit, don't point it out.

We're back in school and I have all A's. Im doing well considering my social standings.

I also took a personality test yesterday and this guy thought I'd be an extrovert. Boy was he wrong.

I haven't written anything raw in a long time. Sorry about that. It's not intentional I've just been distracted.

I'm okay. Travel with care.

- for phoebe