for phoebe

20

I've been out of school for a week. I go back tomorrow. I could go on a field trip with kindergarteners but I have so much work I'll have to catch up on, so I'm just gonna stay at the school. I'm still upset over my ex and all that. I don't know. It's hard for me to talk about.

You seem really happy Phoebe. It's good, you deserve it after all the shit I've seen you go through. I hope highschool is sweet to you and don't let bitches get in your head. They'll be wishing they worked for you someday.

I'm going to try writing more; updating this more often than I was. I know I have other book in progress, but I haven't felt the need to write in them lately.

You should listen to Jazz music, it lightens any mood. My friend Jalen listens to it and played it the whole ride over to Wiregrass yesterday.

AN : Thinking about it, I'm not sure if I ever let you readers know where I'm from haha. It's Florida

I see the girl I like tomorrow, she said she missed me while I was gone. She's excited to see me.

I've wanted to write about her so badly. She calms my seas. Just being around her man, I don't know, it's crazy. My friends all want me to finally make a move on her! I think timing is everything.

We met purely based on circumstance. If I hadn't made certain choices in life and school, I wouldn't have met her. I've been thinking like that a lot. The thing you do and don't do, all matter in this shit show we call life.

-for Phoebe