Changing Harry Styles

10. Him

So I broke down again last night, I have broken down more than ever before since Sadie died.

And it's because of Meredith.

All along I've been trying so hard to blame it on the reeoccuring memories but I only started to faulter when she moved in next door. I didn't realize this until today when the boys forced me to go to yoga with her, something about relieving stress.

"Harry, c'mon just do it once." Niall begged.

"No, nope, not happening. I hate yoga."

"Harry have you ever even done yoga before?" Louis questioned.

"Well... No... but-"

"No buts. Get your ass in some gym clothes and be down here in five minutes or I will change you myself." Zayn challenged. The four of them were determined to get me to go, and I was n't having it.

"But Meredith-"

"Harry, Meredith is a lovely girl, you barely gave her a chance before blowing off. Niall heard your entire conversation. She had a little cousin who was a fan and you blew her off. Harry these are our fans, don't take it out on them." Liam protested. I sighed, I was a little harsh that day I will admit. I don't want to be rude to my fans, but these walls were too thick and sometimes I get carried away.

Besides I really wanted that football field.

"But-"

"Harry." Louis crossed his arms.

"I-"

Harry." Zayn copied Louis. They were not going to let me stay behind. I was stubborn, but these boys knew how to make an argument.

"Bu-"

"HARRY!" They all shouted at the same time.

"Fine! I'll come!" I huff and go change.

I just grabbed a pair of jogging shorts and some gym shirt I stole from Ed.

"There we go! See I even got him to come." Halfway down the stairs, I stop in my tracks.

Sadie is standing there, her arms crossed over her chest, smirking at me. I blink and rub my eyes.

"Sadie?" I say in the quietest voice. The boys just stare at me, thankfully they didn't hear me. I suqeeze my eyes shut, but when I open them, Sadie's no longer there, and it's just Meredith.

 She's standing in our large foyer. She had these tight little yoga capris on with a light blue sports bra. And, well, lets just say those yoga classes really paid off. Sadie used to have an ass like that...

Stop Harry. Just stop.

My brain was right, I shouldn't think about that right now.

"Well well well, look at you hot shot." Meredith said with a smirk. I wanted to hate that smirk so badly, but I couldn't get over how much she reminded me of Sadie  in this very moment. I just stood on the stairs and stared at her.

"Uh Harry... You okay?" I snapped out of my trance. Louis was waving a hand in front of my face.

"Wha? Oh yeah I'm good." I say and go tie up my sneakers, then walk passed their questioning looks and head for the vehicles. I was about to get in the Range Rover when Zayn shouted at me.

"Hey mate don't worry about that. I borrowed the escalade from Paul so we could all go together." Of course were driving with Meredith.

"Shot Gun!" Niall shouted. Everyone began piling in the car.