Why Dont You Notice Me - FINISHED

China

Boarding school sucks!!! I want to see my old friends and I want to see Quentin and Oliver! Everyone here is really mean...and I really feel like cutting again...only one person is nice.

China is that one person who always has your back. In fact she is the only one holding me back. She has back hair which one part is dyed pink. She always wears it back in a long braid that goes to her tail bone. It's not allowed but she told me to "fuck the rules!" and that they were never going to affect her life. So I died my hair to...a nice purple! I also cut it up to my chin...I thought it would look cute.

Mrs Johnson is the worst teacher. She always is trying to catch us doing bad things. She made China go to the principal ten times this year. China said she was an ass....I agree.

China and me have talked about all kinds of stuff...but the reason I said she was the only one holding me back is because she saw me in the bathroom...

I was scratching at my arms really badly and I really wanted to cut...so I stole a knife from the kitchen and went into the bathroom but forgot to lock it. China walked in when i had the knife to my skin but no mark made, from then on she has stayed by my side. 

Today China came up to me and said "Wanna get outta here?" I exitedly shook my head. China grinned and said "Me and some of my mates are gonna escape from this fucked up school! Tomorrow is the night and we all meet at the end of the school parking lot...there's a van waiting there...when its seven you have to be standing there otherwise we will leave with ought you." I of course was super exited. "Where are we going?" "Were gonna live in texas for a while as I drive my mates one by one to s descent place to live." I nodded and said "Okay deal! How much of your friends are gonna be waiting?" "twenty." "WHAT! were never gonna make it!" 

China grinned and said "Watch me!"