Why Dont You Notice Me - FINISHED

the end

Oliver let me stay in his house. I had my own room and everything.
He has been overly nice to me these past days, making sure I'm always happy. I guess he knew about my past depression or something. It didn't matter though because I knew Quentin was right. It was always about me. I needed to stop this and think about others! Yes! This was a perfect solution!
No one would kiss my scars either. That's something that will never happen, and if it does then boy have you found a good mate.

I had a lot of thinking to do. First of all I made sure that I would complete high school and then go to college where I could study whatever I want to be. I still have some time, I don't need to rush into things. Secondly I need to make sure Quentin gets my letter. Either Oliver will stay by his side while he reads it or Oliver will read it to him. I-i am to ashamed to see him.
Third, I have to make sure Benjamin is okay. He has been in the hospital for about a week and the doctors have been doing loads of tests. I think he's dying. He says he's fine, but I can tell he's lying.
Fifth, I need to help China find a good university to go to. She has been pestering me about it recently, saying how she would like to educate herself better. She also admitted she felt stupid. I tod her she was being silky though.
And finally, get on Liam's good side. He kind of hates me after what happened with Linda. But it's okay. Everything is okay.

Everything does get better! Things do change! You all have a chance at a better life! Take those chances and have no regrets! I know some of you may have had incredibly hard childhoods but we can survive this! Together we can survive!
Sometimes bad things will come but everything moves on and lives!

I will live.

I have no doubt about it.