Quentin has refused to look or talk to me, the others however have been. Benjamin told me he keeps coughing and you can tell he's sick, I'm worried he has Nadine's cancer or some type but I keep telling myself that's impossible, I'm just still shocked Nadine is dead.
Liam and China definetly have a thing going on between them and It makes me so happy because China looks happy and Liam does to. Quentin has been sitting on that rock all day, Oliver tried convincing him to come down and talk to me but he refused and him and Oliver had a shouting match on that rock. I really don't want to drag Oliver into this. I sigh, the salty air is all around me and Benjamin is eating strawberries next to me, he keeps telling me not to be so sad, he doesn't know I was depressed for most of my life and I'm still pretty depressed now, the only reason I'm not cutting is because of China.
I've thought a lot about cutting today.
China and Liam splash each other in the water, that could have been me and Quentin. I keep looking over to Quentin and Oliver who are still talking, probably angry I'm still here.
Quentin tramples over to me, I'm so exited! He is going to talk to me! everything will be like it was before! He stops and his face is angry, it's red and a vein is popping at the side. He opens his mouth then closes it. I decided to talk first but I don't think I should have.
"Quentin! I'm so ha-" "shut up!" "What?" "You didn't tell me we were old friends." "Well... I didn't know at first...." "after you knew... you never fucking said a word." "I'm um really sorry about that." "Yeah you should be."
Um... what now?
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Why Dont You Notice Me - FINISHED
Roman d'amourLuna Vine is a small girl with loads of problems. Her dad does drugs, she cuts, and she's been to five different schools this year. But suddenly she goes to a new school and sees a familiar face. And this familiar face might be the beginning of a ne...
