I'm drowning. I'm drowning in my own fears.
I keep thinking it's Ok. It'll be alright.
But will it? Will these fears ever go away?
I'm scared of being embarrassed.
I'm scared of being ashamed.
I'm scared of being loved.
I'm scared of being an inspiration.
I'm scared of a friendly kiss or a friendly hug.
I'm scared of a whisper.
I'm scared of a word, a letter.
I fear people. I fear feelings. I fear everything.
I isolate myself to hide from these fears.
I hide what I feel so that people don't know.
I hide what I feel so that I don't know.
I hide behind my great smile and fantastic laugh.
I hide behind my big heart and my beautiful mind.
I'm scared of social situations and antisocial situations.
It's SAD.
God, please! Help me not to be scared anymore.
I'm drowning. I'm drowning in my own screams and cries and fears.
YOU ARE READING
I am SAD
Poesia"Learning I had Social Anxiety Disorder was hard and terrifying. Knowing I have depression too is killing me." __________________ Random stuff I write when no one is looking... I'm 20 and I have social anxiety disorder and depression...
