The alpha

Chapter 13.

Olivia

I woke up in my bed. It was raining out, I sighed as events of last night ran back through my mind.

"How you feeling?" I flinched as I looked to my side to see Layla sitting in a chair. I shook my head.

"Why are you here?" I gasped as my head started to hurt. "Aspirin?" She handed me two and I took them both with a glass of water.

"Listen, I know everything that happened last night. Kaiden wouldn't have hurt you. He loves you too much." I shook my head, looking down.

"You didn't see him, you didn't see his eyes. His eyes. They were, well they were a dark blue a really dark blue, almost black. I can't go on this cycle again, last night he reminded me of him and I can't go through that again." I shook my head thinking it all through.

"He is nothing like Xavier! Olivia, Listen to me!" I looked up at her, glaring.

"Get out. Now Layla. Before I do something I'll regret." She sighed frustratedly and stood up quickly, the chair she was sitting on screeched and fell back as she stood.

"You need to talk to him. Understand what I'm trying to tell you Olivia. He is nothing like Xavier Rodriguez." I gasped and looked away quickly.

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"Baby I'm home! I'm so hungry, did you cook the food." He asked me whilst kissing me on the forehead.

"Oh, yes I did. It's in the oven for you honey." He grinned and pecked me on the lips before walking into the kitchen.

"Um, Olivia? Come in here." I looked over at the kitchen scared, he only said my full name unless he was mad.

"Yes X-Xavier?" He looked at me angrily and then punched me in the stomach.

"Why the fuck have I come home to some shit made like this?!" He screamed at me as I coughed, crying and pleading for him to stop as he ripped my head up by my hair.

"Stop what, Olivia?" He smirked sinisterly.

I flinched as he raised his hand and it came down hard on my face. I screamed out in pain, how can one hand do that.

"I think you need to be punished Olivia come on. Upstairs."

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I wiped my tears away at the memory. I have a dark past, that I've never brought up except to talk about to Layla and never will bring up again.

I sighed getting up and chucking my hair up in a messy bun. I walked downstairs and wiped my face down with my top. I didn't feel like getting ready, I didn't feel like doing anything but hate myself for what I'd done to myself once again.

I should have known. A good thing never lasts with me. I always manage to do something wrong or lose someone.

I heard a knock at my door and I sighed, wrapping a blanket around me. I walked to the door and unlocked it, I forgot about who could have been there and for a split second I opened the door to come face to face with Kaiden, until I slammed it back in his face again, or tried to.

He had his foot jammed between the door and the door flew open. I turned around and ran, screaming for help. I ran upstairs and went to my room straight away.

"Liv! I'm not going to hurt you! I swear!" I covered my mouth as I sat in the corner of my bedroom, wishing this would all go away. Wishing that I'd never met him or done anything wrong in my life to deserve this.

I heard the door slam open and I kept a straight face, a few tears dripping down it.

"I need to explain. Last night, that wasn't me. I promise, I've been holding a secret back that I should have told you before I told you I love you." My tears came running down my face more as I covered them, not wanting him to see it.

When Xavier was angry he thrived off my weakness, it gave him a buzz and he loved my innocence. I shook my head and wrapped my arms around my body. He leaned down in front of me instead of pacing.

"I'm- I'm a werewolf." I began to get angry. I stood up and glared. "That's your shitty excuse for last night? Huh? You think I'd believe that your a freaking dog!" I screamed as I hit him in the chest, multiple times but he didn't move.

When my arms got weaker he brought me into his own and no matter how much I tried to push him away he wouldn't let me. He stayed still no matter how much I moved.

"I swear to you Liv, I can even prove it." I shook my head and pushed him away from me.

"Just get out, please. I want to be alone for a while." I said as I sniffed. He sighed and nodded.

"Give me a call when your ready to talk. I can give you time." He touched my cheek and I flinched away scared he would grab me and bruise my jaw.

He sighed and kissed my forehead before going. When the door slammed shut I fell down to my knees, crying all over again. I clenched my chest, itching to try and get the pain away. I was even feeling some guilt for speaking to him like that but then again why should I when he's the one who grabbed me and growled at me and then tried saying he was a werewolf.

He had the worst excuses there is. He just had to think of 'I'm a werewolf.' Yeah because I'm going to totally believe that. Werewolves don't exist. They never have and they never will.