The alpha

Chapter 34

Olivia

Tommy and I were getting ready, it was Thursday and we both had to act like a couple. We spoke about what happened the other day and how we are going to act as a couple, etc. I'm glad that Tommy was very fit and healthy too, so it seems more that I am still doing well for myself.

I sighed, biting my lip nervously not knowing how tonight is going to turn out. I am surprised that he hasn't found out that I'm pregnant, but after this dinner Tommy and I have decided to go abroad for a year or so, just until everything can calm down and then just say that the father is someone I met abroad.

I realize that I am being selfish and it isn't the best thing for the baby and I definitely will tell them who their real dad is when they're older but until then I don't want to worry about much.

"Are you ready, Tommy?" I called to the other room and he yelled back with a yes.

I looked at myself once more in the mirror and walked downstairs, slipping my shoes on, I was all ready. I turned to see Tom running down the stairs and slipping his shoes on.

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I stepped out of the car feeling my hands get clammy from my nervousness.

Tommy linked his with mine and pulled it up to kiss my knuckles, "you'll be fine. I'm right here and at anytime you want to go we'll be out of there okay?"

I scoffed and nodded, "can we go now then?" He chuckled and shook his head.

"We gotta go through with it. Don't worry I'll be right by your side from the start."

I smiled up at him thankful he'd agreed to helping me in the first place. "Are you ready for this?" I breathed out and nodded, smiling.

"As ready as I'll ever be." He laughed and wrapped an arm around my shoulder walking up the stairs. He knocked on the door, loudly so they could hear.

I braced myself as the door started to open. Victoria stood with her lipstick smudged. I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"Sorry I took long, I've been busy." She said looking Tom up and down eyeing him up. I stifled a laugh and with a big smile of pride on my face I walked into the big house.

Tom and I walked into the living room with many people in it. "Liv! Hey!" I smiled and greeted many people as they know me from being their previous Luna.

"Hey how's it been!" I smiled as I hugged Kayden's little niece, Danielle, that I haven't seen in a while.

"Good Livy, are you back? I don't like the new one. She's very mean." She sighed and looked up hopefully.

My smiled dropped a little and I looked over at Tom. "No, Dani I'm not back forever. Just for today, but I'd like you to meet my boyfriend, Tom."

"No. Your supposed to be my Uncle Kaiden's girlfriend. That's not fair. You can't have two boyfriends." She said squirming out of my grip.

"I want you to stay. Your better than her. Please." I sighed and knelt down.

"Kaiden loves someone else now Dani, I can't help who he loves I'm sorry baby girl, but I will come see you often. I'll arrange that with your mum." She smiled and nodded and went to turn around.

She ran off but about a second later she stopped and came back, "and by the way. Kaiden loves you much more. Shh, don't tell him he told me. I promised." She giggled and ran away.

I sighed and shook my head, "he shouldn't be confusing the poor girl like that. I'm sorry about that." He smiled and shook his head.

"Don't apologise babe." I giggled as I found it funny how good we were at acting out and he grinned at me pulling me up.

"Oh and don't worry about her at the door. I only have eyes for you princess." He looked at something behind me and smirked. I looked at him confused and was about to turn my head when he grabbed my jaw softly and kissed me.

We pulled apart and he leant his forehead against mine, "he was behind you."

I nodded and scoffed, grabbing his hand pulling him into the room. I introduced Tom to plenty of people so he had some to talk to as well.

Everyone was sat in the living room having their own conversations whilst I sat holding toms hand loosely as he conversed with a couple sat near us.

"I'm gunna go get us a drink, you want one?" He nodded and smiled.

I got up and walked into the kitchen, going to grab us both a drink. "So your new boyfriend huh?"

I turned around and saw Kaiden standing at the door frame. "Yeah, Tommy." I spoke proudly, turning back around to grab the glasses.

"Is he better than me?" I stopping moving and turned around to face him.

"You have no right to ask that." He scoffed.

"Of course. I mean friends talk about that kind of stuff, no?"

I scoffed and shook my head for a while before I spoke, "I hate you. I hate your guts. You invite me here after kissing me the other day like you wanted me to prove something to you. What do you want from me Kaiden?! What more could you possibly want?!" I kept eye contact the whole time I was speaking, seeing him flinch at the first sentence that came out of my mouth.

He started to walk towards me. "Liv, you don't hate me and you know it. I don't want you to prove anything. I loved you and I want to still speak to you that's all."

"Then why tell your young niece that doesn't have a clue that you still love me huh? Why would you do that too her. She's barely even getting passed the fact she's not seeing me everyday. You crush everyone's hope in the palm of your hands to keep you happy. It's not fair."

I sighed as I looked down to the floor as he stepped right in front of me.

He lifted my chin up and saw the tears streaming down my face. He placed his forehead on top of mine and pulled me into a hug as I sobbed softly.

"I don't know whether I'm coming or going with you Kade." I pushed him away.

He went to speak but I blurted out what I shouldn't be telling him right now. "Tommy and I have decided to move abroad for a while. Just me and him to get away from everyone."

He looked up almost in shock, but quickly tried to hide it and smirked. "You know, your a stupid little girl aren't you. You thought I did still love you? This whole time you thought I was telling you the truth. You were just here to pass time by. I'm glad your going so I don't have to see your pathetic face with tears streaming down it, because I threw you away, like the trash you-" Before he could finish, I slapped him across the face. 

He deserved it. He deserved every bit of it. He lifted one of his hands to place it on the wall, but I flinched, thinking he was going to hit me back. I nearly made the mistake of putting my hand to my stomach but I hid that very well. I turned and walked out of the kitchen,quickly . I walked over to Tommy and smiled slightly, whispering in his ear. "We need to go, now. Please Tom." He nodded, quickly seeing how frightened I was. 

We quickly said our goodbyes, hoping that they knew it was for a long time, and the next time I was back...I'd have a child.

~I'm so so so sorry that it took me so long to update! I've just been so stuck for ideas to finish the chapter off and i've been so busy too, with mocks and all, but I hope you enjoy it! If you have any ideas or thoughts of whats going to happen don't be scared to drop a comment! <3