I'm new at life, sorry.

The truth always sucks

- So, how's your mom? - Asks Justin entering into the house. 

I doesn't answer, I'm thinking.

- You said you liked the kiss.- I say.

- What?

- You said you liked the kiss, why did you change your mind.- We head to his room and Rocky gets on the bed quickly.

- I didn't change my mind, I never made a choice.- Justin turns around and takes off his t-shirt, damn his back.

- Is it because I'm 16? - He puts on another t-shirt and turns around to look at me.

- No Jen, it's because you are my bestfriend. 

- That's why I need to try, Justin! - I get closer to him, I need him.

- One of us will get hurt. And it's not going to be me.

- Well, me neither! 

- No, Jen, you don't understand! You're 16, I'm 24. You need to go to school, I have to go to work. We do not belong together... - I don't know what to say. People say that in love the age doesn't matter. But I don't even know if this is love. I don't know what is love.

- What has happened to you. You were the guy who first gave me a pot to smoke. You were the guy who always bought me all the alcohol to spend the night drinking and singing. You were the reason why I was kicked out of that private school...

- Yes, and I regret all of that.- He interrupts me.

- But, why?

- Because I've grown up Jen!! - He looks mad at me. He has been mad at me before. But this time was different. This time was more real. I don't answer him, he sighs and calms down.- We are good friends, we need to continue like that Jen.

- Can I at least stay here tonight.- I ask looking down.

- Yes, of course. Always. Whenever you want. - I feel his arms around me.

That hug is everything I needed.