- My mom is home and she hasn't called me.- I get to the couch with my cell phone in my hand.
- She will remember, don't worry.- I sit near him.
- So... what are we gonna do? - I ask, I need to know the answer.
- I think we should stay just like we are now...
- What do you mean?
- You know... Getting together just time to time...
- You mean friends with benefits? - I say not too convinced.
- Yeah... Something like that.- He looks at me.- I won't hurt you, I promise.
- No... Justin... the problem is that I like you, a lot.- I confess remarking the " a lot ". He looks at my eyes.
- I'm going to be your teacher for three months, maybe we can try when I'm done.
- But I don't want to wait three months!
- Jen is not that big deal! We can meet here everyday! - He holds my hands, I get goosebumps - We just have to act like nothing happens between us, we can do that, trust me.
- Okay.- I hold his face gently with my hands and I kiss him, we melt in the kiss and then he separates from me.
- I'm going to call your school, I'm going to get the job.- He goes upstairs and I lie on the couch. I turn on MTV, they're puting Jersey Shore, I don't change of channel. After about 10 minutes Justin comes to the living room.
- Turn it off.- He says approaching the couch.
- What? No! I like it! - I say refusing and turning around to get more comfortable.
- You like that crap of reality show?? Come on Jen, you're better than that, turn it off.- I move my head from side to side refusing, he comes closer to me running and jumps on me trying to get the remote control, I bite his hand and try to get him off the couch, he falls and I laugh, but he just stares at the floor. I get scared.
- Oh my god Justin, are you okay? - I get up and he looks at me. His nose is bleeding.- What the fuck Justin... - I don't understand anything, he only fell, he didn't hit anything...
- Shit...- He says getting up.
- What the fuck happened.- I ask following him to the bathroom.
- You don't need to know.
- I wanna know, did you snort any drug???- I look at him through the mirror, he doesn't answer.- How long have you been doing this? - I can't believe it. I can't believe he hasn't told me anything.
- You better don't know Jen...- His bleeding stops and he gets out of the bathroom, we go upstairs.
- Why didn't you tell me?
- I didn't want you to be like me...- We stop walking in the middle of his bedroom.
- What type of drug? - I don't even know if I want to know.
- Jen, I'm not going to tell you anything. It's for your best.- He turns around and lies on his bed.
- Oh, yeah? And what is for yours?! - I scream.- You made me thought that I liked you but you were just high?! You're just high all the fucking time, Justin?! - He gets up and approaches me. I continue shouting at him.- You fucking told me that you just "grew up" - I say ironically - but the only fucking grown up here right now is me.- I'm turning around to walk away when Justin grabs my arm and kisses me. I separate from him.
- Now, this is the Jen I like. So agressive.- He grins.
- You're just high Justin, let me go.- I try to go away but he grabs my arm harder.- Fuck, Justin, you're hurting me, stop! - I look into his eyes. That's not the Justin I knew, he has changed, his look has changed, he's looking at me possesive, I can't believe I'm getting scared of my own best friend, he grabs me harder and harder, he won't stop.- Justin, please.- I beg him, he still look right to my eyes not leting me go, tears start to fall down my face.
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I'm new at life, sorry.
RomanceJen is 16, her only best friends are Justin and her dog. SHe gets in trouble and she really doesnt know what to do in her life. Justin is going to try to help her, but lets see how does everything go...