- You have to let me go, Justin.- I say looking at his eyes.
- No. - He stares at me with desire in his eyes.- Stop crying and kiss me.- Before I have time to react he makes me get come closer to him and he kisses me, still grabbing my arm strongly I try to stop him, I try to separate from him but still feel his tongue in my mouth, he gives me no choice. I slap him in the face.
- Ouch.- He says gligging.- Why did you do that? - He asks still smiling.
I don't understand anything. Why is he acting like that now. I get my arm off his hand with no problem.
- I gotta go.- I say looking at him.
- I see you tomorrow? - He says nicely. I don't answer. I don't understand what happened. He's high, he's so high.
- We will see.- I answer and turn around to get out of that house. I get Rocky in my arms and walk out of there. I'm scared. What the fuck has happened with him. If he has being doing this for a while, why didn't he act like that before? Agh, and now I have to stay in my house, I seriously need to have more friends in my life. But... I don't really like people. They're all stupid people that think they live in a movie. Stupid people that having a boyfriend and going to Starbucks everyday make them happy. Stupid people that actually believe everything they hear is true. Everything they feel is true.
I get in my house and go upstairs to my room. I lie down on my bed with Rocky and we fall asleep.
When I wake up I see in my phone it's already 12am. Rocky isn't by my side and I don't feel like going to school. The door of my bedroom is opened and I hear noises coming from downstairs. It must be my mom. I ignore it and sink my face into the pillow.
- Jen honey, are you there? - I hear my mom screaming.
- Yeah! - I asnwer. I have to talk to her. I need her to explain me everything. I get up of the bed and go downstairs, she's in the kitchen, I sit down.
- Do you want anything to eat?
- No, thanks...- She turns around and start coocking something for her.- Mom, what happened?
- What do you mean?
- What do I mean? I think you know what do I mean.- She looks at me.- You ended in the hospital!
- Drugs honey, don't ever try them.- She says seriously.
- Who gave them to you.- I swallow and hope it's not who I think.
- You know him.- She turns around. I feel like crying. Everything has changed in such a short period of time.
- That is why you didn't want me to go out with him? - I guess.- Because he has drugs?
- He doesn't only have drugs, honey, he works in a company, an ilegal company.- Her words are hurting. Her words are seriously hurting. Thinking you know someone so well and then discovering that they have been lying to you all this time. It hurts.
- Since when.- I'm seriously not sure if I want to go on with this conversation. But I need to know.
- Two years or so... He told me he had to sell 44 pounds in like 1 week or he'd be fired... So I had to buy him some.- I nod and don't answer. I get up and go to my room.
So, he's high because he didn't sell all the drugs... And that's why he's accepting the school job.
I need to see him. I change my clothes and go out. I start walking to his house. When I'm almost there I hear someone behind me.
- Where are you going Jen? - I turn around.
She's smiling.
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I'm new at life, sorry.
RomansJen is 16, her only best friends are Justin and her dog. SHe gets in trouble and she really doesnt know what to do in her life. Justin is going to try to help her, but lets see how does everything go...