Tales of a Neverland Lost Girl

The Girl

(song)

So it seems the words got caught in my throat

I forgot to let someone know

How much it hurts

To watch yourself

Become someone else

So it seems i've bitten my tongue

At the mercy of the mess i've undone

I see the faces change in this game

The game of life

That i don't know how to play

It seems i put my trust 

in the hope that my silence

Would sing for me

And It seems

i have abandoned my heart

I broke my own heart

I can remember the way she laughed

I recall the passion she had

The way her eyes lit up

At the sight of love

I can remember the kindness in her voice

I know she would've never let go

Of her dreams and wishes she made upon a star

This girl doesn't smile anymore

She was the girl I was before

Days pass and skies roll on by

Night after night

It's another new body

One smells of money

One tastes like whiskey

One has a family

And one might miss me

But the one who holds my hand

In a thousand worlds away

Lying with another

This is why i pray

I fall to the floor because

I know why he left me

He saw my light fade

So he found another flame

I can remember the way she laughed with him

I recall the passion she had for him

The way her eyes lit up

At the sight of her love

I can remember the break in her voice

When he got up and let her hand go

Crushing her dreams and wishes she made upon a star

This girl doesn't love anymore

She was the girl I was before

Tell me why i cry in my bed

Making promises to the wind

Saying I'm gonna get better

That I'm gonna find her

I'm gonna find that little girl

And bring her back to me

I can remember the way she laughed

I recall the passion she had

The way her eyes lit up

At the sight of love

I can remember the kindness in her voice

I know she would've never let go

Of her dreams and wishes she made upon a star

This girl doesn't live anymore

She was the girl i was before

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ya'll gotta listen to "wait for it" from the Hamilton soundtrack. There's a line in it that i'm gonna get tattooed on my arm. The line is:

"Love doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints. It takes and it takes and it takes."

idk i really like that line

-m