Unpredictable ▷ Jerrie

What's Wrong?

Jade

Tears leave my brown eyes and ripple down my cheeks, as I turn my key clockwise and the engine shuts down.

My left hand reaches for my bag as I use the other to open my car door. As my feet touch the ground my legs are greeted by cold winds.

My spine feels the wind and shivers at its touch as I fiddle with my keys to find the right one.

Before I could grab ahold of the right one I hear a shout in the distance which makes me drop the whole set.

"Fuck." I mumble.

I bend down and pick it up in a fast motion till I felt hands touch me from behind.

"What the -"

I turn around to see Harry.

"Are you - Jade what's wrong?" Harry asks as his happy expression turned into concern.

"None of your god damn business," I cry as I try to look for the right key once more. " I'm just having a hard time -" I say until he pulls me into his warm embrace.

"Tell me what's going on."

I nod as I took a seat on the cold curb beside my mailbox.

"Why are you crying?" he asks as I look into his green emerald eyes.

"I made Perrie upset."

"That's it? Just say sorry then."

"No it's not like that Harry. Me and our best friend Luke. Ever since I brang him to Perrie we just had mini fights for fun. But in my case it turned out pretty bad"

"And?"

"So Perrie just told me to calm down because I was being a stuck up bitch that couldn't take a joke. And when I wasn't she just kept telling me over and over. And I should've listened."

"Then if you all knew it wasn't serious than why are you acting all dramatic?"

"Because Perrie's sick. She has Dilated Cardiomyopathy."

"What the hell is that?"

"I don't want to explain," I say. " But because of it she can't handle stress. So all this time she could've had an attack just because of my stupid behaviour."

"Then say -"

"Harry!," I shout. " Saying sorry won't fix all this. Ok. "

I pick myself from the ground and walked towards the door till he said my name.

"Jade," he said. " I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry."

I turn back around to have his lips pressed against mine.

I can't.

I knew this was wrong. And I wanted to end it. But something about his kiss felt good. Something I've never felt in Perrie before.

Slowly my arm wraps around his waist as our lips stay connected.

Suddenly I hear a rather elderly voice call for me.

"Jade?"

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Author's Note

I'm so sorry for a shitty chapter. Writers block 😁
Next chapter will be better. Hopefully you liked it anyway.