If I'm Louder - Niall Horan Fanfic

Chapter 39 - A Lamp?!

I found myself falling asleep on Niall's chest. I was curled into a little ball. Darkness taking over me.

--Dream--

A blinding light picks up through the darkness. I groan, shielding my eyes. What is that?

There was nothing but white. I was sitting on the supposed floor, that or I was just floating. Like I said, nothing.

"My baby's a woman now." I hear mom coo making me jump to my feet, my eyes wide.

"Mommy?!" I shout frantically.

"Turn around KareBear." I could hear the smile in her voice.

I turn immediately. There they where.

Mom was as beautiful as before. Her hair fell down, not in the usual bun. She looked so tan, oddly. Didn't now you could tan in heaven. A playful grin was on her lips. Her eyes twinkled with delight. She was dressed in a long, soft green dress. The one she was buried in. She looked so happy.

Dad, however, looked absolutely pissed. A sullen frown on his face. His eyebrows were furrowed. The way his templed were positioned told me he had his jaw clenched tight. He huffs, while his nostrils flare. His arms were crossed over his chest.

Why is he so mad?

Mom walks over to me, pulling me into a tight hug. It felt surreal, to be able to wrap my arms around her again. Ofcourse it wasn't real. It was in my mind. I wasn't actually hugging her.

She takes my face in her hands. "You've grown up so much." She laughs softly making my heart warm. There's that laugh.

"You use to be a short, stalky stick with fat baby cheeks and now- now you're a woman. You're taller and so beautiful. You have cheek bones and long hair and God, you have my feet. You are cursed!" She rubs my cheeks with her thumbs.

I laugh holding her hands to my face. "I missed you so much mom."

"I know you have. I missed you too. But I see you've took my advice." She smirks.

I knew exactly what she meant. Saving my virginity for someone I love, truly.

"I've always took your advice mommy." I smile.

She smiles pulling me into yet another bear hug.

Once she releases me I walk over to dad.

He avoids my eyes, huffing.

"Daddy, why are you mad at me?" I whimper. Tears prick my eyes.

I never could handle Dad being mad at me over anything. I would cry and he'd forgive.

He sighs and hugs me tightly. "I'm not mad at you Katie. I'm mad at the bastard who stole my daughter's virginity." He kisses my forehead. If he was alive he'd be even taller than Liam which was the tallest of the all the boys.

I laugh. Ofcourse. I should've guessed.

"Jeff you are over reacting. This is wonderful! She's found her person!" Mom laughs.

"No it's not Steph! I don't care if she found her person! She's still my baby." He shrieks pulling from our embrace to throw his hands in the air.

"I'm not a baby." I laugh.

"You're 17! You ARE still my baby! And if I was still alive, that Niall boy would have a shotgun pressed to his back!" He shouts as his face gets red.

I laugh knowing that he would honestly do that. Dad was so protective over me.

Mom laughs too. "Yes you would but I don't think you'd actually shoot the boy. He looks to innocent!"

"You can bet your ass I would! If I just had that silver bullet he'd be gone. BAM! Didn't know what hit him." He uses his fingers as a gun. Moving his arms like he nearly lost control of the gun at 'BAM' telling us the fire with off.