Beautiful Mistakes Book 1 - Worst Night Mare

Worst Night Mare : Seeing the baby

Right back from France but I have writers block with every book today so here is my chapter it might be a bit shorter than normal but I hope it is alright.

Worst Night Mare : Seeing the baby

I was nervous that’s all I could say, very very nervous. Dan, Zander’s mum Katie, Dad and I were all sat in the doctor’s waiting room. I was on Dan’s lap, and he was stroking the skin just under my t-shirt on my back trying to calm me down. I had asked Tasha to come with me as well needing one of my best friends here, but she said she had to Saturday cheerleading practice that I could no longer join in with being I was three months and week pregnant. I wouldn’t say I missed being a cheerleader because I didn’t they were all mean apart from Tasha I just missed the gymnastics, my PE teacher wouldn’t let me do it any more never mind Dan.

I was glad everything with Cooper was cleared up because now I have my lunch brought for me again by my true boyfriend, who every minute of the day tells me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me. I still haven’t told him I love him, even though I now know one hundred percent that I am head over hills in love with and I am trying to find the right time to tell him, but I hadn’t found one in the last week, we had been busy with work or rehearsals.

But I had decided I would find time to tell him next week, because I had to tell him before he started doing any sort of scene with Ellie, because even though he keeps telling me he loves me, I am scared that she will just take him from under my fingers. With her tall body, long blonde hair and amazing legs. I pulled myself from those thoughts staring up into Dan’s eyes as he stared back in mine, he seemed to see something he didn’t like in my eyes, because he leant down to kiss away whatever doubt I had.

When our lips broke apart Dan brought his arm tighter so I was closer to him than before. Then my voice rang out through the room “Izzy?” I looked over to see Katie getting to the doctor shaking his hand. Dan’s arms picked me up putting me on the floor just to take my hand instead leaning me over to the doctor. He was old, but to old, his brown hair had a few grey hairs but he was around the same height as my dad and had glasses which made he look smart and made me think he knew what he was talking about. “Hello I am Doctor Marcus, I will be helping you through your pregnancy” I shook his hand trying to smile but I don’t think it came out like I want it to because Dan squeezed my hand reassuringly smiling his amazing smile at me.

 “Right well I think we should go in now, Izzy and Dan right?” Dan turned to look at the Doctor and nodded. “Right come on through” Dan pulled me after the doctor and I could feel my nervous growing. What if there was something wrong with the baby? What if I lost the baby somehow? What if Dan decided he no longer wanted to be a father after he saw the baby? I decided I no longer wanted to see the baby; I started to breath heavy and start to see spots. Dan’s arms wrapped round me and his forehead came to land on mine, the loving jester calmed me down a little bring my breathing a bit more normal. “Calm down beautiful everything is going to be alright” he pressed his lips against mine, “I love you” I opened my mouth to say it back but Doctor Marcus opened a door near us “In we go”

I sat down on one chair in front of the Doctor’s desk, while Dan sat in the one next to me leaving Doctor Marcus to sit in his desk chair. Dan took my hand straight away squeezing lightly then lacing our fingers together. He then moved so our chairs were right next to each other, meaning I could lean on his shoulder or chest if I wanted. Doctor Marcus smiled at this, “Right a few questions before we begin.” Dan and I nodded, and Dan squeezed my hand. “Dan our you the father?” asked Doctor Marcus pen paused on paper looking at Dan. He nodded grinned as if he was proud of this fact. “OK, Izzy how long have you been pregnant?” I licked my lips “Three months and a week” he nodded and wrote it down. “Did either of used protection?” I glanced at Dan who was smirking at me, I laughed and looked at a confused us “We were kind of drunk” he smiled and shook his head “Right I will put that as a no then” both Dan and I laughed, “Right and our you still together?” he looked at our joined hands and wrote down yes I guess “And one last question our you still having sex?” If I had been drink water I am sure I would have sprayed all over him like in those romantic comedy movies, and in cheesy books. Dan smirked “Yeah we our” I glanced over at him and he winked. My heart almost stopped he want to sleep with me again, wow. “Doesn’t matter it doesn’t harm the baby it does sometimes help bring the pregnancy along.” Dan chuckled “Good to hear that more sex is the better” Doctor Marcus laughed to “Yeah most of the guys are usually happy to hear that”. I rolled my eyes “men” Dan leaned over and whispered in my ear “Don’t worry I make sure you enjoy it to” then he kissed the skin below my ear making me shiver.

“Right” said Doctor Marcus clearing his throat obviously feeling a little bit awkward. “Do you want to see your baby?” Dan’s face light up like a kid in a sweet shop and I couldn’t help but smile to. “Well I take your faces as a yes, so come on” We walked hand in hand behind Doctor Marcus as he led us to a room he could do an ultra-scan in.

When we reached the door, my nervousness returned full force, and I almost had a heart attack right there. Doctor Marcus must have noticed this because he told Dan to put me on the bed. I lay there on my back and he rolled over the ultra-scan machine over with a rolling stall. He pulled up my top “Now Izzy I just going to put this on your belly” he said in calm voice holding up a cube, he squeezed the blue jelly liquid started spreading it on my lower stomach with the machine. “Right if you would like to move your eyes to the screen you should now be able to see your baby.” My head snapped to it quickly, there on the little black and white screen was a tiny baby, our baby.

“I will leave you two alone for a moment.” Said Doctor Marcus pressing a button on the machine putting the hoover looking bit back but the picture didn’t leave it stayed. I heard the door swing shut; I felt a tear roll down my cheek. “It’s beautiful” I said in a teary voice, Dan lifted me up and then sat on the bed bring me so I was lying with my head on his chest and my back between his legs. “And it is our baby” I looked up at him and grinned and the worlds followed from my mouth freely “I love you” his eyes which had been on the screen flashed down to me, and he grinned he bent down and kissed my lips. “You don’t know how it makes me feel to hear you say that” I smiled and turned to kiss him making sure not to get any of the gel on his clothes, he kissed me back eagerly. “I love you to Izzy”

There was a knock on the door and Dan and I pulled our lips apart Doctor Marcus came in “Well I looked over the scan everything is fine, the baby is healthy. “But I do have one question do you want to know the sex?” I looked up at Dan to see him looking back at me, in his eyes I saw what he wanted to do but I also knew that he would go with whatever decision I wanted I looked back at Doctor Marcus decided.

Sorry Sorry Sorry for the cliff hanger but I need to keep you interested lol. I like this story right now but I want to know if you do so I need votes and comments to write another chapter.

Haze xx thank you so much for reading my book.