43; Savin' Me

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I'm Nickelback trash when I was a kid ok don't judge me

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'Say it to me and I'll leave this life behind me. Say it if it's worth saving me.'

He's trouble. He's trouble. He's trouble.

No, he's not.

Well shit, Patrick! That's what you said when you saw Gee again!

Shut up, shut up, shut up! You never helped me solve anything. You made it worse. Fuck you.

You're me. I'm you. What's the difference? None. Come on, Patrick. Do you really believe Pete loves you?

Yes. And I just want him happy. I care about him.

You're lying again.

I'm not. I'm not going back. If I destroy myself, what would Gerard feel? What would Ashley feel? What would Joe and Andy feel? What would Pete feel?

Pete doesn't care about you. You don't care about him either.

Of course he does, you idiot. That's why he's back. To make amends and stay.

No, you listen. Try again.

I won't, I told you that. I swore to Gerard I won't do it again. Not this time.

But Pete's here and he's lying! He doesn't love you. He'll probably just break your heart again tomorrow.

I... I don't know if I can do this.

Think about it. Gee already loves you with all his heart, you really had to break him? You had to fuck him up too, huh.

N-no.

If not, then why are you with Pete? I'm telling you, he's not the one for you. Don't come tomorrow. Don't go with Pete.

Stop telling me what to do, Jason. There are no winners at all in this. Die in a fire.

I'm telling you because it's not right! You're never right, Patrick! So stop everything and listen to me!

What do you know?! You're just a piece of my subconscious! You're here to make me feel miserable!

Because. You. Are. Miserable. Stop denying it.

Okay, so what if I am? What should I do then, if you're better than me?

Break his heart.

But I have to break myself to do that.

Then do it.

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