"Why Not?"

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I ask myself

"Why not?"

"Why don't I do the things I want?"

"Why don't I say the things I want?" 

"What's holding me back?"


Though, I know why. 

I'm scared and afraid. 

I'm afraid of everything not going

Just how I want, 

And I only sit there in the end,

Watching it crumble.


I'm scared that I'm not strong enough,

Not strong enough to hold everything together,

And so I sit in silence,

Comfortable with where I am.


And while I sit, I sometimes ask

"Why not?".


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