so you're going to leave me this way?
don't reach for me,
i'm not coming back anyway.
if you know me,
you'll know i didn't come up with this today.
my mind has been captivated
by worries that may seem as just a ray,
but to me, they are the whole sun.
i'll always remember our memories,
with her that walks in the day.
my mind will still wander
to how you didn't mind i left a renegade.
i will remember how my hurt was after yours,
as long as the twin wasn't in the way.
forget about us, who know you just the same.
forget about us, who loved you anyway.
-java
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diaphanous
Poetrydiaphanous is a collection of various poems written by java around 2014-2016 about enduring parental emotional abuse and bullying at school as well as navigating through major depression, social anxiety, and generalized anxiety.
