If Only She Knew: The Beauty of a Big Girl

What did I just do?

A/N: Yall gone be mad at me! I have had this update waiting I just couldn't sit down long enough in front of a computer since Thursday of last week to post it. Anyways.. Here it goes

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Dante hung up the phone after his conversation with Addisyn. He was getting attached fast and could feel himself falling in love with her. They'd been together 2 months now and he loved every second of it. Lately, with Basketball season starting up there were more practices and away games and he hadn't been spending as much time as he wanted with Addy. He could tell that she was starting to become a little distant. She understood his situation and said that it was ok that he was busy all the time but he wanted to spend time with Addy and with the way he was feeling about her he couldn't jeopardize the relationship so he knew what he had to do. He thought it was a phase he'd be out of soon but with scouts looking at him and recruitment he wanted to just relieve some stress. Addy was good to talk to but he needed something more. Self-pleasure could only do so much.

Taking a sip of water after three hours of basketball practice Dante sighed tired and ready to go home and sleep. He put his gym bag over his shoulder when he saw her, Marley. She was the head cheerleader and the most popular girl at his school. Dante had to admit, she was pretty but Addisyn was his love. So many times he was tempted to hook up with Marley because he knew she had a thing for him but when he got with Addisyn he was serious about being with her. There were so many times he came close with Addisyn but she wanted to wait and he respected that. He smiled at Marley.

"What's up?" He said. She crossed her legs in her cheerleading outfit. Damn, was all he could think.

"Well, my ride flaked on me and I was wondering if I could get a ride from you?" she asked. His heart said no but what 17 year old boy do you know that thinks with his heart? None, exactly.

"Uh..." He said admiring her lengthy legs.

"Can I?" she asked giving him pleading eyes.

"Yeah sure, come one." he said without thinking about Addisyn. He didn't know where she lived but it couldn't have been too far and he hadn't done a good deed in a while. They walked to Dante's car. They both got n and rode off. He hoped nothing crazy would happen that he might regret.

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Gripping a handful of Marley hair as he entered her continuously from behind, sweat dripping off of his body and on to hers Dante thought about bad this was going to end. He should've said no when she'd asked him to take her home but, he couldn't leave her stranded at the school. He invited him in for a drink then to her room to keep her company and he knew it was a bad combination but as much as his mind wanted to leave her alone his body wanted to listen to her every command. He knew that he could get her to do things that Addisyn wouldn't do and now he was doing just that. Listening to the way she called his name he couldn't help it. Addisyn had been distant with him. And to top it off she was still a virgin, Dante started having sex when he was 13, so his sex drive was high and he knew how to get what he wanted from a girl. But Addisyn was so innocent, he couldn't force her, but he couldn't wait anymore.

Marley's fingers dug into the back of Dante's skin. He felt himself ready to climax. He put her leg over his shoulder, took long deep strokes inside her and rolled onto the other side of the bed when he was finished. He looked at Marley naked and bit his lip. She was about to speak when Dante's phone rang. He jumped out of bed and grabbed it of the side table and looked at it.

"Fuck" he said under his breath. He wiped his face with his hand and answered the phone. "Addy, Hey baby!" He said. Marley rolled her eyes and scoffed.

"Hey Dante. Sorry about earlier. I've been stressing over classes." She said apologetically.

"It's cool, I understand baby." He said. Marley smacked her teeth then moved her body behind Dante's. She kissed his shoulders as he talked listening to his conversation. He started to rise again. "Well look Babe, I have to go. I just ran a few miles after basketball and I'm tired as hell." He said lying right through his teeth.

"Liar." Marley whispered giggling.

"Okay, I'll talk to you later." She said.

"Yeah." Dante said hanging up not wanting to tell her those three words he normally does. Now was not the time or place. He was too ashamed to tell her he loved her.

"You're such a liar! But a good one." Marley whispered. Kissing his cheek. He moved away.

"I just deadass lied to my girl you think were about to fuck again?" He asked annoyed. She smacked her teeth.

"Oh please, if babygirl was doing it right, or at all, you wouldn't have been needing all of this now would you?" she asked. Dante looked away not wanting to answer. "Exactly. Now come back to bed with me." She said motioning for him to come back in the bed.

"I don't have time for this!" He said getting up and grabbing his clothes. Marley sighed.

"Dante look, you know she's a good girl don't expect anything from her so soon." Marley said.

"So what you my sex therapist now?" He asked sarcastically. She chuckled.

"I'm just saying if you ever need me for something don't hesitate to call. And I promise no one has to know but us." she said. Dante looked at her naked body. Shaking his head, he quickly put on his clothes and left. Looking at her naked was what got him in trouble in the first place. He left her house and got in his car. How can he face Addisyn? She'd done nothing wrong and he cheated on her. Yet, Marley was right. He couldn't expect her to sleep with him anytime soon. Maybe he could use Marley until Addisyn was ready. He didn't like the idea of it but his dick definitely did. What did he just get himself into? He was torn between two very attractive girls. He knew someone would get their heart broken. He just hoped it wasn't the person he was thinking of.

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lol i know yall aint worried about me

just my story lol

well  told yall i was updating saturday

but again life got in the way (im trying to graduate)

please vent!

I want to hear yalls thoughts on this

Cant believe good old Dante huh

Any new Team Des members?

Well I'll update soon

-CV