If Only She Knew: The Beauty of a Big Girl

Double Standard

OOOH I know it's been a while. One of my many goals in 2019 is to finish this. Enjoy I know its short more to come soon.

Desmond

Only a few hours into the break up, Des found himself in the only place that brought him a little bit of solace, a strip club. He was hurting and hurting bad. He loved Addy and felt bad for breaking her heart but, he'd rather it be this way than by his death. He did it for her and that was his best way of thinking about it. Now he sat, his face showing no emotion as the dancers walked by offering him a dance.

"Hey Des, haven't seen you around in a while." Carmen, a girl who was always near him whenever he came to the club. She was one of the club favorites. He gave her a nod without words. She moved his hand from his drink and slid her way into his lap grinding.

"Damn." He said opening his arms for her to have full access. She began to bounce her ass on him making him aroused. Instantly an image of Addisyn popped in his head, and a smile appeared on his face. It was after their first time and she was walking around in his shirt, her ass poking right out the bottom. He tried to shake the thought, but he couldn't.

"I heard you found wifey? that's why you been M.I.A.?" She asked knocking him out of his thoughts while facing him and still giving him his dance. It was like her to know all that was going on in the town, so this news would be no different and he'd been pretty public with Addy anyway so, he knew word would get around.

"You heard? Who told you that?" He asked smiling.

"Oh, the streets been talking. You know how that goes." She said continuing to dance.

"The streets always talking. I'm here now, so what's up?" He asked. Without hesitation she reached for his arm and tried to pull him up.

"Come here, I want to show you something." She said, getting him off the chair and into the back room. Desmond already knew what was in store and he was more than happy. No emotion showed as he walked to the back with Carmen. She led him to the first chair and began to unfasten his buttons. They quickly fell to his ankles showing his full erection. It had been a while since he got head since Addy wasn't into that sort of thing just yet. He liked that about her but at the same time he did have his needs. Carmen pushed him down on the chair.

***

"Shit!" he whispered as Carmen practically sucked the skin off his dick. He moaned as she put his dick deeper on her mouth. As Desmond was enjoying his oral pleasure, his cell phone rang.

"Hello?" He asked pissed.

"Desmond, can I go out on Friday?" He heard Tandie ask.

"Yeah, yeah I don't care." He said as Carmen went faster.
"Can I borrow your credit card to go shopping tomorrow?" She asked.

"Yeah girl. Is that all?" He asked, trying to end the conversation.

"Thanks, I'm going to get something for Addy too were going together but it seems like you're busy, so I'll let you go bye." She said quickly before hanging up. Desmond jumped up after comprehending what she said. Carmen fell on the floor and looked at him in shock.

"Wait, what?" He said to his home screen. Tandie already hung up the phone. Desmond pulled up his pants and was about to leave.

"What the fuck Des?" She asked.

"I gotta handle some shit." He said.

"Damn Des, she got you like that. I thought you said you aint have no one tying you down anymore." She said Desmond looked at her.

"Whatever." He said leaving.

***

"Tan!" He called out once went into his house. Tandie came out of her room and looked at him.

"What?" She asked.

"What's the deal with this shopping?" He asked.

"And you decided not to text me this why?" She asked.

"Don't get smart! Answer me, little girl." He said sternly.

"Me and Addy are going out. I'm shopping for us both." She said rolling her eyes.

"What do y'all need to go out for? Aren't finals coming up?" He asked.

"No, not for another two weeks." She said. "Besides, we're both celebrating being single." She finished before going back into her room. Desmond followed behind her. He could feel his anger building up. He could only imagine all the lame ass dudes trying to push up on her. He wouldn't have it. It was too soon.

"You aint going no-damn-where." He said angrily. Tandie looked at him like he was speaking a different language.

"Why not?" She snapped. "I'm passing all my classes and haven't got into trouble in God knows how long!" She said crossing her arms.

"I won't allow it, neither of you are going." He said sternly.

"Whatever." She said.

"I'm serious Tan." He replied.

"You know what, I don't get you two. You broke up with her. You wanted nothing to do with her and yet you're trying to keep her from dealing with this the way she needs to. Make up your mind!" She screamed walking out of her room. He followed her.

"Whatever, you're not going. I won't have it. I don't need no random dudes all up on either of you." He said. Tandie looked at Desmond like he lost his mind.

"Says the guy who went to a strip club only hours after you guys broke up." She said. Desmond looked at her and Tandie looked away putting her hands up in defeat. "Whatever." She said. What's going on with me. He thought to himself. I can seem to shake this girl. I want her, but she doesn't need me. It's gotten to the point where I can't even let her have her own fun. I need to chill.

"You know what?" He said. "Have fun. Be home by one."

Tandie smiles slowly running over to hug him tight.

"Thank you, thank you thank you!" She said.

"Don't mention it."

"Ok I won't. I can still take the card?"

"Yeah take it, get something nice."

"I will I promise!" She said going back to her room.